Which is all very interesting
but of no use to you at all.
Firstly, a person chasing us coz we are trans is not very positive for us.
We generally like to forget about all that stuff.
Also, most partners leave us after we have SRS.
That makes us ultra cautious both for casual social stuff through to potential full blown dating.
ok, stay with me...
Assuming that you meet one of more trans women,
and get on for more than the fact they have a penis
{fuck, don't mention that!}
and maybe wanna hang out.
WHAT CAN YOU BRING TO THE PARTY?
Most trans women would run a mile from you
based on your current state of mind.
Many of us have had deep psychological problems and a very high % of attempted suicides.
{The successful suicides don't date any more}
Your self description would have us all totally avoiding you
as to interact may well take us back to bad places.
We don't want to hang out with someone who may be suicidal;
it might trigger us as well!
Stop obsessing about trans.
If trans is the only fact applicable to you dating,
then you are obsessing.
And that is scary.
Sort yourself out first
Talk to your doctor, talk this through.
Ask to be referred to a psychiatrist.
Fix whatever needs fixing.
Dating anyone at all will not fix you.
Your doc can help.
There you go, not bad for constructive stuff on a trans sex forum.
Ok now, back on track...
Do you want to see a photo of my big erect penis?