The main reasons: I'm scared about the first time, and also theres somewhat of a margin of not liking the experience. I mean, I greatly desire to fuck a TS, to enjoy her feet, and to see her blowing me, but then again, I don't like the idea of looking at a grown adult's cock and ballsack. My motivation about ts is not about their cock or their balls, and I dont even think about me being passive; my atracction to ts is about something else, their feminity, their sexiness, and so on. But facts as their male voice, their penises, their balls, is a scaring thing you know?
Also, Im scared of showing my face, of letting people know (e.g. the motel manager, the couples at the "lobby", the shemale itself) that Im not straight, that Im not heterosexual. And the top of all, I concern about my safety: who knows if the girl wants to rob me? I cant tell a friend "Look, if I dont come home tomorrow is cause I was abducted/robbed by a shemale scort Im planning to fuck tonight".
I got the money. I got the scort. I got the desire. I can find a place (anothern concern). But what about my fears and my safety?
I will certainly thank some "motivational words"
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