I used to do it with my best friend from age 13-15.

I never thought of myself as gay at this point. We used to buy porn mags or watch late night TV and talk about wanking and sex. He had never touched himself before and I just suggested that he try one time. God knows how we started, but we did. I think we both just got lost in the 2 porn mags and started to wank. We did it under the covers, in seperate beds. I remember that he didn't cum the first time because he thought it was weird to do it with me. But after a while it became a regular thing and he relaxed about it. Everytime we slept over at each others places, we would wait til' it was late and whip out our cocks. Either in front of the TV or in the bedroom with a couple of mags. Or one mag (that was always better ).

We never touched each other unfortunately, though after a while it became my biggest fantasy. He was amazingly hot, and I started to watch him whilst we were doing it - more than the porn. A couple of times we would do it under the same cover but if I rubbed up against him subtely, he would move his knee or whatever. I was pretty sure he wasn't gay, but he was the cutest guy in the world. Really Femboy like.

A lot of times I would wait til' he was asleep and have a second wank over his beautiful body, scared he might wake up, but also hoping he might do, and let me suck him. Yeah right.

We stopped doing it when he got his first GF, of which I was incredibly jealous. He just said he was too tired everyime I suggested it. Or he looked at me as if to say 'no.' I'm still best mates with him but we never talk about it or do it. Though I still dream of fucking him. I always make gay jokes around him, about doing stuff together, but he isn't gay

Best times of my life. I wish we had never stopped. During the course of this, as you may have guessed, I realised that I like cock