[wxhluyp]

Hello there, i'm new here!

Although i'm straight in the everyday usage of the word, technically there are no distinct or stable orientations.

I have quite a different take on this topic. For me, it seems my fetishism is born out of the eventual sexualization of childhood trauma; For whatever specifics i'm not sure, but my masculinty, my identity was called into question. It is possible that there is no obvious event to draw on, but there were reverberations. My earliest memories of what would have been wet dreams at about the age of eight involved me appearing at school after growing my hair or being alice in wonderland. Whats these dreams had in common is that the femininity was subjected, self conscious and turned me on, where in the past it was traumatic.

A "subjected femininity" can take many forms; I often like to imagine myself in drag or as a shemale, utterly feminine except for the nessesary "symbolic" remnant which allows me to recognise myself. A typical, logical extension of this scenario can invole me being made love to by a masculine man. The thought of two men having sex does little for me, or even repulses me... But if there is an imagined or visible feminization somewhere is there, then i'm good. Even I like to imagine that "this" is happenning to someone else, that this boy is being subjected to this or that scenario.

So for me, what can be sexy about cock is how it functions in the context of "subjected femininity".


Some of the theorizing on this thread has been really dodgy, I recommend (and love) Cal Y. Pygia's essays from Literotica