Hey guys, you may have noticed that I haven't posted in a couple of weeks and that's because I was in one of the phases I mentioned earlier in the thread. For a couple of weeks there, I could only watch regular porn, tranny porn stopped arousing me yet again. But like 2days ago, I suddenly had a tremendous urge to watch tranny porn. This might sound ridiculous to some of you guys, but this is my life. It's just a dilemma. I spoke to a psychologist over the internet about this isssue, and she recommended that I reduce the amount of porn I watch in general. She said she feels like Porn for me is a drug, Its like I'll take the drug for a period of time, but after a while I'll need something stronger.
Which would explain why I would be fine watching basic porn but then after a while I would need to watch Tranny porn. Because in my mind, Tranny porn is stronger. But the thing is I don't even watch porn that much. I watch it occasionally, I'm always busy at school or work. But there are just some days, when I'm really horny + there's no one at home + and I have a computer sitting right in front of me. What am I supposed to do? And my main issue is not even accepting the fact that I like tranny porn, that doesn't bother me too much.
My issue is that how can something arouse me so much one day, and then completely disgust me at other times? Idk, I'm still trying to figure things out. But I have read the previous posts, and I appreciate everyone who has given me advice, thanks and good luck to you guys in the future. I should be around for the next couple of days, maybe even weeks depending on how long this current phase lasts. Catch you guys later...
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