[FlacoPro]

Hey folks, I'm new here and I'll warn you that this is going to be a very long post. Well, I finally feel happy that I can share my issues with other people privately. Alright, first I'll start off by saying that I'm quite young, I'm a little over 18 but I became aware of Shemales when I was about 13. The day it happened, I was walking back from school late after tutoring and I happened to see a porn magazine in the corner on the street. No one was around and being a horny teen (I still am lol) I quickly ran and picked it up. But this was not the porn I was accustomed to seeing, it was Tranny porn.

I saw photos of Guys banging Trannies, Trannies banging guys, guys blowing Tranny cock etc. I wasnt put off or disgusted but I was just stunned that such porn existed. It didn't arouse me, I was just like "Wtf?". I was really confused, so I just threw the magazine back in the corner and just decided to forget that event. But I couldn't forget, it was always stuck in my mind that such porn existed. After a while, it began to intrigue me, it became like a new world that I wanted to explore.

And, I began to explore it by sneaking on to the house computer while everyone was asleep and checking out Shemale porn. And it began to arouse me a bit, but I dared not get off to it. I still didn't understand the concept of it, and the horrors of if my friends or family found out about my growing fetish haunted me. But over the years I've found ways to enjoy this kind of porn. But I still have problems with it. I seem to go through certain phases with this.

There are times, when I won't be able to get enough of Trannies and Tranny porn. I'll watch as much as I can, have fantasies of Trannies, and enjoy things that have to do with Trannies. This phase usually can last for weeks, and then it breaks. And I hate to say it like this but I feel "free" when the phase breaks, I won't be aroused by Trannies no matter how much I try. I'll be attracted to nothing but the original kind of woman. And to be honest I like this phase because I feel normal just like all of my friends.

But then after a while, then this phase will wear off and all of sudden my lust for trannies will come back even stronger than before. Then the phase will wear off and its back to me lusting only after women. And this cycle continues on and on and on. This has been going on since I was 13. Its just really tough for me, I just don't understand myself. Well, as of right now I'm in the phase where I'm lusting after trannies, so I'll be watching plenty of Shemales banging guys, Shemale domination etc since thats my main fetish lol. But then it'll wear off in a few weeks and I won't be able to watch it anymore. Well, I'm just happy I was able to share my thoughts with you guys. Any suggestions or advice would be greatly appreciated.