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Originally Posted by Leeya
When Im alone, I am on internet browsing them... Waiting and then when my frustration reaches max level I cool off masturbating on them... And then I get so sad and disappointed in myself... And everytime I say to myself that I will not masturbate on t-girls, nor will I think of them again...
But the next day, it comes back... I can't fight it... This urge...
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wow, that is my exact story. And i have to agree with you i would like it to go away because I have what i feel is a normal life and this desire really doesn't fit into it. I have friends that i have grown up with since kindergarten and i am really close with my family. My family, friends, and people around me i feel would be disappointed. So i guess that is why i would want to be cured, or feel comfortable enough that I could be honest with people about what i really like.