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Originally Posted by hankhavelock

I set myself free when I moved to Asia...

My first attraction to transsexuality happened the first time I was made aware of its existense. That happened many years ago when I was watching a tv-show with Romy Haag - I remember that I felt a special bond to her. I felt a special warmth inside. It was a very unique and deep feeling of sympathy to her. I remember it vividly, I even talked about it with my mother, and then all turned bloody Danish "normal" again. And I forgot all about it.

I then experienced it again once I bought a porn-magazine with a transsexual model. I kept returning to her pages...

Then in 2001 (after my first divorce) I started to think whether I was a tranny myself... I even bought some outfits but always felt weird when it came to putting them on... I just couldn't take that step, and then I realized that my reason for wanting to putting on women's clothing was,that I wanted to be with transsexuals - not that I myself was one.

Then it appeared in my mind as a mind game with my second x-wife... I remember we played with the thought during sex that she was a tranny...

And THEN I moved here to Jakarta, and all became so much easier.

I still remember the evening I was sitting in my office and suddenly thinking... "oh, what about Asian transsexuality?" I surfed, found a few websites, sent a mail to Karina and Fey... Fey answered me back (Karina is today a good friend of mine), invited me, and the rest is history... Fey was my first trans*gf and we're best friends today.

I belong now to trans*women and I can never truly find true femininity in cisgender girls any more. To me true femininity is and remains transsexual femininity.

Ok, ok, ok... sure I can get attracted to a GG when going out and all that crap... but in the end I just want to wake up every morning with my sweet, transsexual darling. That's all I really want.

And luckily, that's what I have.

So for you guys, who may still be in doubt, don't be. Your life with a transsexual woman will make you bigger... and it will make you what you are!

H

way to go my friend...