Here's the thing...
I've had operation to treat 'hemorroid'... -_____- ,,
The most painful thing in the world.
And I'm afraid getting fucked in the ass will have some effect that might make the hemorroid come back. I'm so scared of hemorroid....
That's why it's difficult to think 'pleasure' when I think of something going up my ass.
But sometimes, I can switch off the fear, and just 'go for it'. It happens when I wear sexy underwear. I'm thinking,
"I'll be a bitch tonight and get fucked by 10 guys!"
Then I can take dicks up my ass. And when I think of huge dick slidign up my virgin ass, and when I think of how girlie I'd be, bent over like that, I get great pleasure.
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