[zcat1956]

Born and raised a happy but quite small male. Discovered wearing panties as teen but left it behind when in the navy. Grew to be a 6"2" very hairy bear who won his boxing div. Married a beauty of a female, and had 6 kids. Then around 45, my already small member (Winston) starts shrinking until its all the way inside (sit to pee), Then breast buds show up. DR sez my Pituitary got damaged when boxing. He gives me Androgel which almost stops the slide to pink. Still brawny n hairy, but with small A cup breasts ...and occassionally Winston pokes out again. On top of this, my androgens and estrogens play teeter totter on a 2-3 month basis. We call it Blue to Pink. At the height of pink, I am weepy and always worried about how I look, wondering if my spouse is thinking about me, ...does she still love me. Nothing like a good poke from my strap-on wife to help me over the estro-blues. When I swing back to blue, I wanna do her again. But if she kisses my nips, I wanna trade her places. I love to eat pussy, I know I would love to swallow cocks.
My assessment of what sexuality is, has become rather fluid. I am open to all forms and variations (but have less interst in the hairy large boned varieties of either sex...I much dislike my own form now, wish I was small again). That a shemale form ranks high in interest to me just seems a coincidence. Seeing shemale (pics) with tiny todgers makes me wanna hug em and fuck em, coz I think I know how they feel. Seeing shemales with giant cocks fills me with bend over lust to stretch my ass to recieve. I get these IMMENSE anal orgasms from being fucked by my wife's Feeldo strap on. I am probably open to giving and taking with almost anybody that I can make friends with. I have a snap sense of humor so that isn't so hard. Wife and I cocoon together out of safety, but have just cracked the door open about exploring with others...if we can stay safe. (I Invited a deadly handsome widower man home from church once - got that ball rolling in her head). Oh yeah, Winston goes from half inch long (and fat) to almost 4 inches, wowing watchers with it's change.

At work I have earned my way up to lower managers position (all title n not so much more money) and so I must maintain my habituated look to remain so well employed and upward mobility (a sell out yes)
I am easy if I get some every now and then. I love places like this where variety is welcome, especially if religiousness does not offend others here. (So what if I am a bronze age myth lover, I defend your right to dislike that as much as I like it). And I am back to loving my skirts and panties - in private. I am opem to discussions and dearly HOPE I do not inadvertently offend anyone here. (Advertent is OK, right?) Luv ya to poke me - Z