I've loved shemales since I first saw them on the internet - probably about 1997. Just a few years ago, I saw some crossdressing pics, and got
very interested. It was lipstick that eventually got me. There's a Lipstick forum, and I saw some pics of guys wearing lipstick, and I knew I had to try it. I went out and bought a tube - totally paranoid - and rushed home with it. When I opened the tube, I almost lost it right there. When I put that bright red lipstick on my lips, I was in love - and totally horny.
The next day I was out buying panties and nylons. I shaved my legs, and I loved it. I stared buying dresses and skirts, I got a wig off Ebay, and I bought all the makeup I needed. Instead of looking at shemales, I wanted to be one. :D
I ended up purging all my stuff - all crossdressers do eventually, it seems - and started up again a couple of years later. I purged again about a year ago, but thank god I kept most of the clothes - although all my naughty lingerie and hosiery is gone.
After finding this site, I think I"m going to have to start buying makeup and lingerie again - I'm starting to get all aroused just thinking about it. Maybe I'll post some pics later.