[kitty cox]

My dear friends once someone told me that "all girls are female impersonators" it put things in perspective. I was on a mission and started dating girls with one condition and that was we would not be having sex for at least two years. I had a number of girls that took me up on it and I know there were many different views from the girls that I dated but eventually some settled in on the goal that I told them I wanted and that was that we would become real friends and eventually a few gave up on turning the relationship into a sexually involved committed relationship and found me to be a really good friend. A few of these girls started treating me like I was one of their girlfriends and started telling me about their dating with current boyfriends and I must admit that I may have had a secret goal and that was to find out what made a girl a girl because although I loved girls I really thought it would be even more fun to be a pretty girl. Over the years I was privileged to an open dialog with these beautiful girls and I learned how hard they work at conjuring up that fantasy girl that you meet at the door on that first date the girl you meet at the office the girl you meet on the street the girl you get your coffee from in the morning. once a girl told me about sunning your self on the beach, she told me that when you are on your back you should raise your knees off the ground just a little so that your thighs will appear more slender and if any girl lays her legs out flat their thighs will mush out and make them appear 20 pounds heaver. The floodgates were open and they started sharing the agonizing gyrations and ends they go to for just a trip to the store. My point is that it is all fantasy and all girls from the ones born that way to the ones that want to be a women will all have to be extremely dedicated female impersonators if they really want to be a girl and I love it but even the most naturally beautiful girls in the world practices a grueling maintenance program and a constant attention to their clothing, hygiene, posture, body pose and appearance. They see each other as the competition and this plays into all aspects of their world. They need to feel that they are the cutest the prettiest the sexiest the coolest. Do you know how much work it takes to color coordinate an entire outfit from foundation-wear too jewelry and makeup? Well I guess some of you pretty babies do! If I were able to pull off the entire female impersonator thing I would really enjoy shedding the whole male macho thing and would really enjoy the freedom of being everything girly. So these girls pictures art touched up. Please realize that they're all touched up before they ever leave the front door, and thank heaven for it.