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Bionca, I'm sorry to say that you are probably right. For most guys, a body like yours is a fetish, one they are ashamed of, and one they might only use as a kink. That in and of itself is sad (the "ashamed" part), but what is sadder is when the shittiness of such guys makes gurls like you feel bad. I, for one, have strived to live a life in which I try really hard to never be ashamed of any feelings I have, indeed to embrace them, unless they hurt others. Men like those you mention ought to be the ones suffering from serious self-esteem problems, not the people they hurt with their ill feelings.