I absolutely loved to be watched!
I know, it does not really make much sense, but yes, I do love to be watched, so long as the watcher is enjoying him/herself by seeing me. I don't really know for sure why exhibitionism stikes a chord for some people and not others. For me, I have had some very strong fantasies about it ever since I was a kid and I just thought that I would like to be "caught naked" sometime by my visiting relatives. The very very few times I have been innocently caught naked, I really loved the feeling I felt of total and extreme vulnerability. I know, I know already, it just does not make sense, but that is just the way it is.
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