Trans Ladyboy Forum - fantasy help

My most prevalent shemale fantasy is one where I am laying on my back getting fucked (bareback) by my tgirl. As she's fucking me I'm stroking my cock, and when she is ready to cum, she shoots her load all over my cock and hands as I'm jacking off. Her hot cum lubing my dick makes me explode all over my chest and face immediately. I've seen movies where the shemale cums on the guys chest, but I haven't seen anything where the guy uses her cum as lube to jack off. I'm not sure if I'm alone in this fantasy and I was wondering if anyone knew where I could find movies or pics that have this in it.