New here need sex advice..
 

Ok hi everyone!

I hope I am post this in the right place if not please put it in the right area :)

Anyway, i started DIY hormones about 6 months ago,I am mtf and in the process of transformation. I am a virgin and have recently met a guy and we want to spend a night together.But i have always had this fantasy about my first time and he has agreed that i can do what I like.

So here is my problem.As a mtf I hate my penis and my sperm generator. So, for my first time I have always wanted to hide them away in a fake type of vagine BUT how do i get rid of my erection? I only have a 3 inch t-clit bit i want it to be hidden away so i feel like a real girl as best I can and just orgasm from anal .

Any medication i can take or cream ect

Thanks and its nice to meet you all!!!