Trans Ladyboy Forum - I hope to become shemale !!! plz help

hi

i am not gay but i am very soft and i have rosy lips
i dont have any Hair on the face or my body
inside my i feel i am Girl and i have Many secret dreams
about my dreams to be a girl .

it is Kept secret my like and i never took with anyone about my feel but now But now when I walk I feel men are trying to get close to me , In myself I feel pretty good, but i dont tell anyone about my fell

but i come Here today Because if I saw dick I feel hot especially
in my ass and Start touching my chest .

Also I am very slim but i have big dick it become 7 Inches and be Thick
if i say shemale or dick

I had sex with a woman but i I donot like to much
and i never had sex Withthe real dick or shemale
and I am still a virgin and I hope to have my favorite sex
but i cant do if i am look men to much
i need Advice ( have sex when i am look like man or Wait until i be became shemale
kissing