Trans Ladyboy Forum - Cycles of Acceptance

Hiya :)

I joined here a little while ago, and had every intention of posting a lot, but haven't really been doing much recently! I'm posting now to ask if any of you have went through cycles of being interest, being interested but non-accepting of the desire to dress and be feminine, and interested while being accepting? :p

I do myself, but to be honest the desire and interest are more often than not there, where as the accepting comes and goes. I've decided to accept the interest I have just now though, as it's something I think about a lot, and can't be bothered having my mood dragged down by it all the time! I also seem to have cycles of not wanting anyone to know, and wanting to be able to tell everyone I know and cut out all the non-accepting friends.

I'd appreciate any advice, or stories of similar situations that anyone can give. I was thinking that maybe some of the older members would be really helpful? :)

Thanks,

Sophie.