Hello from melissa carter
 

hey melissa glad you've joined and i'm sure you'kk love the experience here and we're happy to have you

Visit Melissa's site and read the story of her life.

Cham

Welcome to the site!

Welcome to the site, from N.Y.:cool:

Great website Melissa!! :yes:

niec site, welcome

What A Story
 

MEL,

How many times have you been in love as a dude, and as a chick?

Dear Melissa

i have checked your website and pix, i think you are soooooooo sexy and hot
waiting for more hot pix from you

Lap

greetings to Melissa
 

Thanks for the liks to your very cool site Melissa. The photography is extensive, as is your taste in art.

You are clearly a joyful exhibitionist, and love liberating your body to the fresh air. You seem to celebrate being different, which is completely refreshing, as so many t-girls and their male partners are constantly in fear of being 'sprung'.

could think of lots of things to discuss with you, but won't hog the space now.

:respect:

Your Idea
 

MEL,

You repeatedly say your idea of love, and I've only really heard that type of concept a few vague times, while yours is more pronounced. What is your idea of love, and is it different from the norm in a non-gendered way? If you have difficulty putting it in words let me know, and I'll put it in a standardized form that can be added to. subtracted from, and/or compared to.

You appear to be an open book, which is why I don't feel you'd feel uncomfortable being asked personal questions. So, that's why I don't feel intrusive by touching you in this matter, or if you want to squeeze me for an answer (s) feel free.

Just out of curiosity, Mel, if I asked the question in a different way: how many times in love as the feminine-role partner? This isn't a question of how many women or men or as a trans woman, and not trans lesbian or with a mannish woman. There are so many combinations out there.

It's that "in truth" once as a woman, when in your life story you say he when referring to many individuals you were in love with. It sounds like you started out as the man and male-role partner to the man and female-role partner to the woman and female-role partner.

I hope I didn't confuse you, because you appear to be extremely intelligent. Love is my favorite subject, and not many people do it multiple times.

Dear Melissa

I have visited your site and left a message for you...hope you get it OK. (I pressed the "send" button but I am not too sure if it sent)...In case it did'nt, just want to say that I think you are a truely beautiful girl and special person and reading your bio and life story really made an impact on me. I really wish I lived in the USA, because I would love nothing more than to come to you right now and give you a really big hug. Love and respect to you. :inlove:

Dear Melissa, Just wanted to say hi and welcome to the site i think you'll like it here,
Your story is fascinating and touching, I wish you every happiness and love the pics, can't wait to see more.:respect:

Thank you kindly. My website is essentially a catalogue of my mind & body. It is a deep site. I estimate, if you were to look at every page, every picture and read every story it would take about six hours.

Here's a painting I made in the early 90's (before my gender change began):

Attachment 41720

"Biiitch", Oil on Canvas 92" x 62"

I am quite proud of this painting. Hope you like.

You Two
 

MEL,

Thanks for deciphering my trying to clarify my question, while I was trying not to be unintentionally insultive.

Having something very remotely similar in my past, that is that I'm bisexual, while only acting on the hetero side. I also was turned off and not attracted to men until I was 21.

You traveled down that road. At what point from where you started to CD to where you are now did you become attracted to men? What was your first CD experience--like lipstick only?

welcome Melissa :)

thanks for sharing and posting your link you truely are a beautiful woman.

great website
 

hello everyone im also new im jerry

hey jerry great to have you in the forum and mel great painting really stunning

welcome to the boards.

Melissa, I have enjoyed reading your posts. You're a beautiful and sexy woman, but there's obviously a lot going on upstairs as well. ;) It sounds like you have been through a lot in your life, but it has made you a stronger person. Thanks for sharing, and I look forward to reading more from you. :respect:

Hi Again
 

MEL,

Thank you SO much, sweet face.

I didn't know the difference--or that there was one--between being trans and being TV. Your explanation was clear and simple w/ your usual articulateness.

Do you think anyone could be into both the inner feminine aspect; like you, and the outer appearance, as well?

Do you wish you started to transition 5 years or so sooner?

TAL

Where Are You Now
 

MEL,

Have you completed your transition, or do you have more ops other than having more in your lacy bras?

Melissa, nice to have you here. I have to agree with you, at least for me. My transition had really nothing to do with either sex or dressing up. Really, I had plenty for sex prior and could easily have led a "secret life" as a CD. Cripes, I suppose I could have become a drag queen (except I never did learn how to apply makeup THAT well).

It's a part of being Trans that I think lots of people overlook. The clothes and hair and sex are all fine and dandy... but the moment my body started to match up with how I always thought it should have been was the real relief and the moment my life started to turn around.

I have breast implant surgery and a minor upper lip lift scheduled this fall. I do not foresee any future augnmentations. I am a non-op and unless my entire vision changes, will never have SRS. The thought of cutting my penis off is a total horror. I like my anatomy, and my cock is easily tuckable. In public day-to-day no one knows what's in my panties, it's my private business. Everything works perfect, I don't want to mess with it.

It is a misnomer that TS reach a "completion" point. We will always have ongoing maintenance, like electrolysis, laser, the occasional injectable filler, Botox, etc...so in essence our work is never done

Thanks for asking!.

Make-up
 

BIONCA,

Don't a lot of drag queens overdo the cosmetics in a cartoonish or clownish manner? Though I did meet one once that even knowing her gender before meeting her at a party, I still couldn't tell by looking. I wanted to believe my eyes.

Non-op
 

MEL,

I talked w/ another non-op, and she looked at it as mutilation.

Is that part of your thinking? It doesn't sound like it.

TAL

Melissa,

From what I see, you are a very beautiful lady. Keep doing what you are doing dear, and stay safe, and have fun!

hello melissa, welcome

Not You
 

MEL,

I think it used to be, and in some segments of society still is, a one-size-fits-all term. So, the person I met wasn't a drag queen, but a term I hadn't heard of yet. Sometimes, trying to put the past into the present w/ terminology isn't in sync.

In fact, I cannot say that any or many of the t-girls on this site are drag queens.

TAL

Me Too
 

MEL,

You kind of grow attached to that attachment, don't you?

The thought of losing it is like losing an arm or finger.

To Melissa,
You're talented, sharp and more than skin deep. Intriguing poem, by the way.



To Elli, judging by the avatar,
Great Boobs Elli :p

Great to have you here melissa, you are a very beautiful woman, I wish you all the best.

Melissa's website is great
 

Right now I'm reading your (life's timeline) story. I think its very interesting. I differ about your comment on Courtney Love though. I pretty much like her. She is such a ruthless, shameless and upfront person!

I like your websites.

A superb story
 

Melissa,
I just finished reading your story.
http://melissacarter.net/melissastory.html
Its magnificent. The ups and downs, as you have described them are very touching. "Something happened and I don't know what. Something changed." Wow! It almost broke my heart. You've been through soooo much! Its seems like you have lived many lives in a single lifetime!

I wish you good. :respect:

P.S.: You should write an autobiography. It will be popular; Honestly speaking.

welcome to the forum melissa, i added to my favorites your site, you are really hot!!

You are such a sweetheart. It's true, I look back on earlier moments in my life and it seems as if it were someone else's life. I feel like a vampire, like my skin should be shriveled and old, after all I have seen. If only I could live on blood and souls, and not the earthly addictions of food and water.

I am, in fact, writing a book, which is a disguised biography. It's called "Plan Z", which refers to a lifetime of failed plans and the final Plan Z, which is really no plan at all.

Melissa's dark side
 

Vampirical, eh? Like in your poem Dangerous and deviant, you say:

I'll snuff out your soul :p

I also saw your graveyard fun pictures. :D no kidding, they're hot.
I saw your sketch with a cock, and liked it. Have you tried your hands on some vampire-gothic sketch. I'm sure with your intriguing expressionism, :p it'll turn out to be most interesting.:respect:

Thank you, sesame. That is one of my favorite lines;. I also like this one:

Intelligent, witty
I come across dumb
If I said that I love you
I was just having fun

And this line is equally dark:

I am criminally sane
I'll make killers complain
I'm so dangerous and deviant
So simple and plain

As I continue to recover from drug addiction I am starting to write again. So look out for new short stories and poems.

melissa

Poetess
 

You are a great poetess and an artist who can reach deep inside the pool of human emotions. I'm reading Eyes of a Woman and its making me feel. You know how to use words. You should write.
http://melissacarter.net/eyesofawoman.html

Dostoyevsky writes very interesting but dark stories. My opinion is that he likes probe the human mind to expose our frailties. Some passages though do require dedication to reading to get through them.

Death to the Tranny
 

You frequently go in and out of reveries... like blinking of the eyes. Thats a strange but compelling style.
Well said.
;) Another reverie! But your description of the lawyer's tactic is apropos.

Wow, what a description of death! Its quite graphic! :p
I can see that you like to think that the human soul migrates to it's Destination after death. To be judged for one's actions?

Great work. Write more please.

Yes, and if you look at "my writing" page, where all stories are introduced, I make mention of that stylism:

"I like the idea of describing a scene and then replaying that same scene in a different way. I am fascinated with the interweaving of a narrative and a screenplay. I want my writing, like my painting, to make a statement on how simultaneously fucked up and beautiful the world is. I believe all good writing, whether short story or novel, should have a built-in philosophy. My influences are Dostoyevsky, Vonnegut and Brett Easton Ellis."


That alludes to my comments previously about philosophy. I believe all great writers had a very personal and profound understanding of life. It would be impossible to write a compelling story without.

Thank you, I found this back-and-forth between lawyer and witness amusing:

"You state you are not a boy. Please answer the following question. Do you have a penis?"

"Excuse me?" I heard him.

"Do you have a penis, Ms. Carter?"

"I should have one around ten tonight."

"Objection!"

what a doll you are melissa wow !

Ever since finding this lovely picture, I've been wondering where it was taken.
Would it not be nice if there was a beach somewhere where transsexual and genetic girls could show off their gorgeous features side by side and without fear?:yes:

Wow! The gold dress photos are hot! The ones with you taking it doggie position on the bed are awesome too! ...wish I could afford it....

Very interesting picture taken on an American beach.

Very nice, circumcised cock as well

Great, Melissa! Now, can you give me some directions as to how to get to this wonderful place?;) Sure hope to see you there.:yes:

Thats a little too much attention focused on my anatomy, thank you.

Aren't you asking for it?

I apologize for starting an apparent firestorm by commenting on part of your anatomy.

Anatomy of eroticism
 

Well then, lets talk about anatomy :p.
1) Melissacarter, first of all, I like your complicated brain.

2) I find your eyes deep and somewhat ... sad. Almost satirical. So, I like 'em.

3) Your belly is very ;) sexy. I like the voluptuous fullness. Its rather a personal preference.

4) Your legs are long and strong!

5) Your skin is smooth.

"Thats a little too much attention focused on my anatomy." :innocent:
Whatever you say :no:.

Step 1: Make a site that's loaded with hundreds of free full-frontal pictures of yourself, including bending over rubbing up against some guy's cock on a public beach, and throw in some classy shots of yourself prancing around a graveyard defiling the monuments by resting your balls on them.

Step 2: So as to be the epitome of exhibitionism, join a tranny forum dedicated to tranny porn to get more people to go to your site and look at your anatomy, openly stating, "I really love taking my clothes off in public. To say I get a thrill is an understatement."

Step 3: Act indignant when someone comments on your cock -- the centerpiece of most of your pictures (except the ones where you're bending over and spreading your asshole).

Step 4: Go bat-shit when someone points out the irony, then delete your forum profile.

Step 5 is up in the air. Either kill yourself or get a better therapist, but spare us the drama.

Rock'n roll Melissa and wellcome to our website, Tim of Finland

Well Cum, I call miself Tim of Finland cause I come from Finland and I have to face all the Northern Beasts every day on the Streets (Polar Bears. Wolves, Ordinarry Bears, Snakes etx.).

Melissa has left the site. You people are making comments to someone who no longer comes here.