T-girls without testicles always seem to have better female curves, larger nipples, breasts and butts!-DVD

There seems to be a trend toward castration among the Tgirl community, especially the Japanese "NewHalfs". Since organized crime controls the porn industry (I'd guess) in Japan perhaps these girls are compelled to undergo castration. That's bad. If they freely submit to having their balls taken off then fine and as a fan of that look I'm more than OK with it.
The various tube vid sites have increasing numbers of castrated NewHalfs featured, most notably Miki, Hime, Yuka, and Maria Tominaga and I find them fascinating, exciting, and educational in a way. There are some caucasian and black castrated Tgirls as well and since the wonderful Olivia has joined the ranks of the ballsless (although I fear for medical reasons...hope not...) the floodgates may be opened.
So far as whether "castrated Tgirls are better" I can't fairly address that because the only Tgirl, an Asian "Ladyboy", I know on an intimate basis was castrated in her teens and well before she came to the USA. So, not having had any experience with a Tgirl who still retains her balls I'll have to defer to others on the matter.
Being a female I can't sample the delights a Tgirl, castrated or otherwise, can offer to the fullest extent but I can state that sex with my Asian playmate is fulfilling to both of us, whether or not my BF is in the mix. O)f course, we rely on oral sex...reciprocal...and toys but we both enjoy it and "she" can be brought to an orgasm with reasonable effort. She does, BTW, manage a little dribble at the crucial moment and has, a couple of times, wanted to continue after that first orgasm.
There is a tube vid wherein Hime rides and strokes to orgasm astride a male and produces a quite visible stream of semen. I wonder how long she'll be able to do so. Miki seems to come in some of the vids but there's little, if any, visible proof. However, her tiny penis does become very rigid at that point and once released from the mouth or hand of her partner it twitches and throbs for several moments before wilting. Wow!
Sorry to be so windy.

CG

I have no actual experience with TS ladies, just a fantasy and attraction that gnaws away at me almost each day.

If I find a person attractive, I find them attractive, regardless of the condition of their genitals.

Admittedly, when my fantasies play, there are 2 cocks in the mix. Again, though, I would not say no to an attractive lady because she'd undergone castration. Far from it.

all i can say is ouch... i love my balls

I find some of the responses interesting. Like, as if testicles are some sort of "true" marker of whether your sex is male or female. For me, plumbing is pretty low on the list of issues!

Castrated for me. :yes: I think balls are usually the ugliest part of the human body.:(

Does this mean that you don't like your own balls and would like to be castrated?

Got to agree with charrett. many have clearly visible scars. Then again, in effect there is not a great difference for a girl to have her balls surgically removed or "just" shrunk to next to nothing. They won't be recoverable once they have actually stopped the production of hormones. The essential tissues will be too severely damaged to be of any use in future, in particular if the damage was caused by direct injections or mechanical means. Just like after castration with a burdizzo it is very likely that the balls will eventually disappear completely by gradual absorbtion of the dead cells leaving only scar tissue behind.

Will they still cum? Because I love it when I see a nice cumshot.:cool:

Quote: Will they still cum? Because I love it when I see a nice cumshot.

This depends on a number of factors, like how many and which hormones they take. It wll most likely a quite pitiful amount anyway, because without functioning balls there will be no production af sperm, the main ingredient of "cum". Only the thin and watery lubricant prodced by the prostate gland will be available to "cum" with. That is if the prostate gland has not been damaged or otherwise prevented from functioning properly, and there is enough libido left to actually allow an orgasm to occur. The more feminized a castrated ladyboy becomes through hormone treatment, the more likely it is that the ability to climax will vanish. Good doses of testosterone can temporarily restore the ability to climax and to ejaculate, but only if the tools are still functional. The ability to ejaculate depends too on the age when the castration was performed. If this happened before or at an early stage of puberty and before the penis started to grow, chances of ever getting a real orgasm with "cum" are very remote, because the prostate gland never became functional.
So, if a castrated ladyboy has only a tiny, infantile penis like some Asian girls have, it can be as good as certain that they are a case of "rien ne va plus".

You dont need sperm to cum!

Ever hear of a Vasectomy?

A Vasectomy is done to keep the sperm from mixing with your giz when you shoot a load. Sperm is only a small amount of the giz, so small you cant even notice the difference.

I had a Vasectomy over 2 years ago, I can still blow the same big wad I could before the Vasectomy.

I have a friend that had his balls removed due to Testicular Cancer and he said he can still cum just like he had balls.

So it comes down to if your balls were removed and as long as your prostate hasnt shrunk too much from hormones you should be able to still blow a wad!

5% of the fluid comes from the Testicles. http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/menshealt...enandsperm.htm

I lost mine due to an accident. As long as I'm on T there is very little difference.
If however I let my T levels drop off for more than a week or two I become pretty much non-functional, or at least disinterested enough not to try.
I would imagine that the addition of female hormones on top of being castrated would be pretty rough on the libido!

Just out of interest, "Jimbo" (not the one here as far as I know), who is the part owner of "Cocktails and Dreams" on Phuket, has said that he will not employ girls who tell him that they can give milk because they cannot get a decent erection. (allow for my ineact memory)

im with you 100%
 

respekt to you.
RESPECT:respect:

And that was my point too. I was not talking about someone with plenty of testosterone available, like after a vasectomy, these girls don't have their "family jewels" anymore, so that all testosterone will have to be "imported".
And there is the rub. They have to decide how much feminised they want to be, and the more "convincing" they become the less testosterone can be used, otherwise it'll spoil the effect. This will invariably make the prostate gland shrink little by little, and soon the "wad" will be no more. Of course, most can still "cum", but it'll be with much less ejaculate than for someone with the full dose of testosterone. If they go too far, there will be a rather more permanent result that cannot be reversed. A shrunk prostate gland cannot deliver any longer.

mandy is very hot
 

Read the castrated t-girl thread and had to join the site. !

No balls with sack removed is absolutely stunning it looks so very sexy, these t-girl's look so feminine
and sexy and very appealing to me, the commitment to their special sexuality is to be applauded.
The completely smooth look from the penis to the sphincter looks and must feel amazing with nothing in the way.

Looks alone I often wear a thong as it suits my build and wish I could have no discernible bulge.
No worries about getting them squished during sex, or contact sport either :-) .

Mandys pics (ealier) esp with her legs spread and her girl cock hard looks just beautiful, looks alone mandy would be fun.
It's also very erotic to see the small penis and female figure which develops when the op is performed even
earlier, these t-girls seem to be very submissive, gentle and sensitive to their partners needs.

It would not matter to me if a girl is unable to get very hard herself i think she would be more relaxed to enjoy anal sex this way and feeling her partners excitement.
Obviously not for everyone but in some cases lowering sex hormones is probably very beneficial in many cases, to much testosterone can be dangerous or
debilitating wish i could lower mine on a temporary basis somehow !. Pets, male livestock (as CG noticed) and
horses are gelded for varius good reasons, and Apparently men who have it done
(anti cancer, birth control, psychological, t-girls etc ) can be calmer and more relaxed amongst other
potential benefits.

castration and effects
 

well i'm joining this a little late but for what its worth i've been on testosterone blockers and estrogen for over two years and i cant achieve an erection and produce minimal ejaculate. i enjoy guys who enjoy me like this.

I love gals with empty sacks. I'm also considering getting a castration, but i don't know if i can please my gf without my balls.

Hi Van most here will agree it is very rewarding to be as a girl for the right reasons which you enjoy.
If i had someone close who wanted me to try blockers i would try them to see how it is to be chemically castrated and if we enjoyed it then surgical castration would be next !. Would like to play with a t-girl with no balls and a small limp cock, castration is apparently a quick simple and permanent transformal procedure. No balls is great for a t-girl, and natural tits are my preference too.

Here I got to agree, that chemical castration is a great way to try out before committing to the "real thing". The only disappointment you're likely to experience is the cock size. because it won't be very tiny, even if you have no more balls for quite some years. Yes, your cock will shrink a bit, but only by a relatively small amount, but if you should use testosterone HRT, there won't be much shrinkage at all. There are only a few ways to end up with a really small cock, and these include having a "micropenis" in the first place, having the cock surgically reuoced, or being physically castrated before your cock has a chance to grow much. This is much more common in Asian girls, mainly for lack of effective legislation to prevent it being done. The ability to climax is sharply reduced in such girls with very small cocks, so it is something to be considered carefully before the irreversible step is taken.

I disagree. When I went on Provera I shrank dramatically and very quick. I loved the look.

You probably mean Japanese? Yes, as far as I'm concerned there are quite a few of castrated LBs in Japan. Unfortunately, not in Thailand, though Thai T-girls are much more beautiful and feminine in my opinion...
I have no idea why is that, but it seems that Thai LBs, even if they get actually castrated, stop modelling at once. Or maybe they prefer to do full SRS treatment, instead of castration.
There are very many pretty LBs in Philippines, as well. But those seem to never get castrated at all. At least, I've never seen anyone myself. :frown:

Are there many shemales who is castrated before puberty in Asia?

Read there were alot of SRS done in thailand but as suggested maybe alot of them go full SRS and we never know much about them after. My thought is they should not go so far as this even though they do a good job these days. Though for my mind i like my cock being there even if it were not capable of getting hard and of course theirs too. TS should have some of both its very sexy to have the gentle mind and body and the penis is not only a male charactersitic. even without SRS men have nipples-breasts and women have a proto penis clit, the hormones are common just a different balance so male castration tips the balance so a person can become as the female-transexual side which we love here :-).

mandy, well said and i believe any person who wants to be castrated should be admired for having the courage of their convictions. Good luck to you, I love seeing a small, uncut cock with NO balls or sac under it!
Love Stephanie:inlove:

hi i have been looking for a blog like the about castration
 

i guess there a few of us feeling so tender and horny about thie isue and looking very forward to going through and excited about it and also being having surgery on my urethra worked on have to do something no through feeling upon cumming at all so need to find another way of staying and getting hard to cum tried everything from little pills to injectecting my self and so far no luck on history in this area

all look so nice
 

i have read and look at all the ladyboys and cant wait to have my procedure done, not sure what will be done but hope it will be good to feel and touch orgasam again after no being able for ten years not to feel anything, may everthing will be removed or maybe just the scrotum with the cyst, or maybe the whole shebang, will keep updated i am thrilled
:lol::turnon:

Thank you for sharing here - Your cock is quite petite perfect for a TS - have you been castrated for long ? - do you still enjoy it and use it though i find playing is enjoyable even if you are don't get erect, and of course there are other ways to play, are you more sensitive in other areas or other changes ie breast enlargement, softer skin etc.

Castration is good for I am also castrated (By the Clamp) and love the massive orgasms I experience.

Have you posted any pix, bncdjs? Would love to see them and I'm sure others would too! :yes:

Yes... come on bncdjs. I'm looking forward to seeing what you've got :-P

My Castration
 

OK here is my pic and yes the balls are there but have atrophied to the size of M&M Peanuts. They can no longer be seen or even puled down, they reside against my pelvis

Scar
 

Here is a pic showing scar from clamp.

atrophic balls are nice too but many keep standard size balls
however taking oestrogens:no:

castrated..
 

hi
very good curious girl
i like castrated ladyboy
and i like been castrated by woman

kisses

erections after castration
 

Its often quiet misleading to see shemale/ladyboy pics on porn sites to see thier dicks long & erect which is not possible after castration unless they take testosteron shots before the pose/movie

i want to be castrated,so sexual.:turnoff::broken:

Hm, Mandy here in the forum says the opposite about herself after beeing castrated..and she is damn erect in all her movies^^

Maybe it is different on any individual

I think this is generally true, but just as some males can still get decent erections post-castration, some tgirls can also get decent erections post castration. Estrogen generally does shrink the penis, but this is probably due to "crowding out" testosterone from the receptors in the penis, as well as reducing nocturnal erections, which are necessary for maintaining erectile function and size. However, as long as one gets erections regularly, one can keep much of the size. I would imagine a tgirl who wants to keep penis size or erectile function would practice kegels regularly.

I know this is kinda old, but, now that I am getting thighs my sack is now pushed out some. But yes I would love to have mine gone. My kink is I want to cut the last one. scott

Count me in, as one who would like to be castrated, don't need them anymore, and my t level is very low which is what i want. Besides I am older and if I don't have them anymore it cut the risk of prostate cancer a lot. I should be able to have them removed if I want to, and I accept all the risk too.

oh no i dont like them castrated at all to be honest

I had a friend some years ago who was castrated at 48 years of age because of testicular cancer and he said he had no trouble getting erections and functioning sexually afterward. I've no reason to doubt him since he also was a physiologist and knew how the system worked. Just more info for the discussion. :yes:

Is chemical castration permanent? Or do you need to continue to take meds in order to maintain the castrated effect?

I'm not a trans and both of my testicles did not "drop" when I was born, I had them lowered via surgery when I was toddler, unfortunately only one of them successfully dropped. I can feel my left testi in upper groin area. It's kinda sensitive if someone pushes me in the lower stomach area. I never really bothered to have it fixed.

I have mixed feelings as I sorta like the fact there's a lot room in crotch area in terms of wearing jeans. As a guy I wish I had the both lowered so my my dates would have more than one testi to suck on. I'm able to cum fairly normally as most my dates attest to. Once in awhile I get a girl who freaks out because I appear to have one nut. I gotta explain it to her that there's two, you only just need to focus on one of them. :lol:

Remember, the brain controls all. You don't need your balls to get hard, just the right thoughts. Donna

Does anyone know of anyplace you can get castrated, without having to get twenty letters from other doctors, saying your not crazy. I would love to find one. Donna

I have a friend who's an animal doctor....he's joked in the past that if someone offered him enough cash he'd castrate them. I don't think he was serious...at least I think so.

Anyway...try looking for a friendly animal doctor....they neuter animals on a daily basis. :eek:

It's a bit more complicated than that. Sometimes you get "lucky" (if keeping the ability to get erect is what you'd consider lucky) and find you can still get hard, though it may be more difficult than before. Various men (who still value the ability to get hard) have found it nigh impossible to get hard no matter how mentally or physically stimulated. As far as hormones go, the testicles make more than just testosterone, and it takes more than just testosterone from the adrenals (or testes, patches, shots, creams, etc.) to induce erections. Growth hormone, testosterone derivatives, estradiol, cardiovascular fitness, etc.- all are an important part of the equation.

Though having determination and an open mind won't hurt:p

Hi!

I like castrated girls very much.
And since i'm on hormones myself i hope i will loose my balls and sac also soon, i hope till end of the year, so i don't neeed testoseron blocker anymore.

Kisses
Andrea

castrated tgirls
 

I understand that many tgirls want to change their sex organs. But some won't go for a complete cirurgy, so they take the "next best" action.
But I don't like them castrated.
As I've already said, now I'm lucky enough to have a tgirlfriend and, happily, she agrees with me. She just loves when I eat her small sac and balls!
Beginner

I can only speak from my personal experience, since it might not be so for someone else but I was chemically castrated for several years and decided to give myself a break from taking the pills and give my liver a rest and after about 3 months the libido came back, some of the penis size came back. I hated it and got back on taking the hormones.
I was taking provera initially which knocked my testosterone to a level lower than what would be considered low for a genetic female. My doctor said that essentially I had no testosterone. At that point I went on estrogen.
The provera caused me to shrink to the point that I looked like I had been surgically castated with the scrotum shrinking also. My penis looked like a button being sort of an "innie" rather than an "outie". When I started on estrogen I stopped the provera and slowly the penis and testicles regained some size but have stayed very small.
I've always preferred being very small down there and smaller is better. I've been on and off about surgical but my Dr. keeps bringing it up and will likely have it done this fall.

I believe in Thailand you could do this... and its cheaper there...:lol:

Is there any chance that we will get to see pictures of what you have described before it goes away?

I personally wonder why Japanese ladyboys (or new-halves, as they put it) are more likely to get castrated, unlike those from, say, Thailand? Are they just riskier or somewhat straight-forwarded towards their femininity? I do hail their wishes, but feel a bit sorry because Thai LBs are much more prettier, in my eyes.

I like girls with a penis, but without balls and scrotum.

The more feminine the better and if that means no balls then I'm totally for that! I believe castration would be very fulfilling to the girl and to their partners. :respect:

Here two favorite pics of mine. Love to see her empty sack and knowing that
the female hormones are now fully in control of her body.
Notice that her penis isn?t fully erect, meaning that she has lost the ability to
penetrate. But tgirls do not penetrate do they? They are being penetrated.
That somehow turns me on and I wish I was her.

Are you saying that a girl who is penetrating is not a tgirl, by virtue of the fact that she is penetrating? That is patently incorrect.

smc, You are correct!
I only wanted to say that I like it that way.

And I like to add : I love tgirls penetrating tgirls because that is,
for me, a lesbian love act.

many tgirls make extra because they top/penetrate. The ones of Areeya topping are really popular!

Other than the word "penetrate" appearing in both of them, I'm not sure what your post has to do with mine. ;)

Who is your favorite goddess
 

Some transexuals are more feminine than real women. Others look like their ready to dress up for a football game. To me, a transexual does not reach that title until they lose their balls. I especially like it when the sack is gone too. The ultimate is when their cocks have been trimmed down to about one inch. So who is you ultimate feminine transexual? I'll start the vote with Anna Mancini.

Isn't a woman a woman?

Can I get an amen?

Amen indeed.

Yea SMC! You are so right! These are brave woman doing what they need to do. This is not done for your (or my) entertainment.

gotta love orchi girls :) i notice that its often older girls in my age group 30+ that have orchis more than younger ones ..my dr has told me i would benefit massively from it , as i can lower my estrogen level to not twat my liver as much , and i will feminse way better ..

though my erections will be more dicey and of course no cumming... food for thought .. i will have it done at soomepoint thoughj .

Hallelujah, brothers and sisters.

Liberty Harkness
 

Liberty - you are gorgeous, and with an empty sack you would be even hotter!

Liberty, I do not understand. After having orchis: '...of course no cumming'?

Maybe she means no cumming as in no cum.

But there can still be orgasms.

Liberty Harkness
 

Meja - I think you are totally right. Liberty will still be able to orgasm, she just wont be able to produce a lot of volume. Her enjoyment will be the same

Cum is made up of two components. The spermatozoa are manufactured in the testicles, the liquid in which the sperm is transported comes from the prostate. However the prostate needs testosterone to work.

A study was conducted on sex offenders in Canada where they castrate a lot of them. Where they found after castration it was best to keep them in jail under close supervision for a six months to a year so the effects had a chance to kick in fully in a xero sex enviroment. What they found was that most of thoes could not acheive an errection even when stimulated. It was almost like they forgot how, with the loss of desire and the lenght of time without any stimulation from outside sources it seemed to shrink it for good, While the castrated males that were not inmates who were free to enguage in any type of stimulation were acheiveing errection in 50% of the cases studied. All of them reported a drastic loss of sexual desire within one month after getting nutered.

My first answer after I did it
 

Hello there,
Just wanted to tell you I had it recently. It is quite strange, but I still can have sex. Sure, my erections are way softer now, ability to get hard reduced and ejaculation is watery. Also sex drive diminished drastically, but not disapeared. I don't know what else to tell you, feel free to ask. Oh, yes, the sac did shrink a bit and morning erections were the first to go, none in weeks and yes, I cum harder now

Any pix, luoise? Would love to see them, as I'm sure would many here.:yes: Thanks.

never thought about it
 

Never thought about it, but I'll see what I can do. I'm sure my wife can help me do it.

realy?
 

my wife has some pics taken at the clinic, but I don't know where she put them.
I did show it to some friends though, a couple of them. at first I was aroused. the first weeks I even thought the procedure wasn't done well. but the doctor told me it's normal. then as the semen got more watery I became aware that it is done.
Oh, one of the funniest things is when when you feel like scraching your balls, you reach down there and you find none, lol. then you remember. takes a while to get used to.
Depression should not be ignored. It's very serious. My wife fucked my brains out only to keep me happy, endorfines and all, no time to get depressed. But I wasn't so ruined as my abilities were getting lower. Because of the painkillers, I was able to have sex very soon after the procedure, was one of my best orgasms, even better then many of the ones I had before. But in time it takes longer to reach orgasm

walking afterwards is hard
 

In what concerns walking, after the procedure, have you ever seen a neutered dog leave the vet? because that's just exactly how you walk, legs spread, very hard

every case is different, for all I know. In some cases you can have better orgasms after castration, like mine, but in time it may change

sexuality
 

also I feel that my sexuality changed

I had mine early this year, you must think very seriously before you take this step. Mandy and Olivia do look great indeed!

How are u finding it?

Trust me i wont miss them! sick to death of tucking them inside...

I like girls with a penis, but without balls :))

Perfection is: pretty girl with small uncut prick (not too thick), tight foreskin, empty ball sack or tiny balls and, of course, hairless. But the problem is, where to find perfection. Hazel comes very close (small, uncut with tiny balls) but the skin goes back too easily.

yummy
 

Although i often have problems with putting MY sexual imaginations on a human beeing that has her own life to live....Hazel castrated and with no boobjob in the future-only on hormones..would be very appreciated.:innocent:

^^
 

And not to forget Ashley..i feel my taste change over the many years...i am far away from these surgical overequipped latinas- back to natural looking girls as if they would live in the neighborhood.

Unperfektion is the key^^

Reasons and effects of castration
 

Hi all,

I am a castrated transsexual and can tell you first hand that it was a good decision.

The orgasm is quite different. There is no cum shots at all. Nothing comes out, except a little bit of tasty pre-cum (if I get worked over enough).
The intensity is quick and short. Nothing like orgasms before castration.

It can be quite aesthetically pleasing to those who truly admire that. It takes away a huge part of masculinity and in my opinion, makes the cock look more cute!

Castration is just another tasty subcategory of transsexuals (or shemales if you prefer). Everyone has their own tastes.

natassia dreams interview
 

attached is the text of an interview with natassia dreams, a castrated t-girl porn star who has been the subject of many other posts here. I have a hard core video of natassia with christian. Natassia tops and penetrates Christian for about a minute of the 30 minute video, and she explains how she achieves this below.


'Castration Is The New Black' Says Natassia Dreams
Written by paul
Tuesday, 09 March 2010 10:47

A great interview from that jack-ass over at Unzipped. Natassia Dreams is an all-woman porn star who gives good sound bite -- 'Boys boys boys!' -- and has a bedpost with big, dick-shaped notches from the likes of gay porn stars Vince Ferelli and Rusty Stevens.

You can follow Natassia on her blog. You can also call her a tranny, thankyouverymuch. The full interview is at Unzipped.

Unzipped: Hi Natassia! Thanks for taking the time to do this. Before we start, and pardon my ignorance, is calling you a "tranny" offensive? How do you self-identify?

Natassia Dreams: No, tranny is not offensive. Transsexual is fine, too. What I consider derogatory is "transvestite." That's just a man dressing up at nighttime. Or, when people call me a man. I don't like that. I used to be a man, but not anymore. As far as identifying, I’m a woman. I'm a woman who likes men and women. I’m a bisexual woman. But when people ask what I do for a living, I just tell them that I'm a transsexual porn star.

UZ: So how did it start—your transition? When and why?

ND: I’ve always been effeminate, I mean, my mother used to braid and style my hair when I was five years old. I used to play house, and I was always the mother. I guess I always knew that I wanted to be a woman, but I didn’t realize I could go through the process until I moved to New York when I was 19.

UZ: Were you sexually active before that, when you were still a boy?

ND: Oh yeah, I was very sexually active. I think I started when I was 13, and it was always with boys. Boys boys boys!

UZ: So tell me about New York and what changes you went through there.

ND: I got a job at a drag restaurant, so I was going to work in drag every day. I met a tranny there who had breasts, and I remembering asking her, "How did you do that?" It was hormones in her case, and she told me that I could take hormones, too. She opened my eyes to a whole scene.

UZ: You have large breasts though. They can't be from just hormones, can they?

ND: Right. I did get implants at 21, because I needed to keep taking it further. I felt like I was a woman, so why not take it all the way? It hurt so much though, oh my god. I still take hormones, of course.

Explain that.

ND: There’s this great endocrinologist in LA, and he uses hormone pellets, which are time release. He makes a small incision under my ass and he just shoves the pellets in there. We do five estrogen and one testosterone. Since I was castrated, I do the testosterone so I can still get an erection and perform in scenes.

UZ: I didn't realize you were castrated. I guess you should probably tell me what that was like?

ND: I met this girl from the old school days, Carmen Extravaganza. And she's all, "You need to be castrated!" So I did it. I did it when I was living in New York City, and it was only about $1,700. It took a couple years to see the effects, but soon enough my body filled out, my ass got huge, and my skin got softer. And you know, everybody does it now. Castration is the new black.





UZ: Can you talk about the procedure itself? What did it feel like when you woke up?

ND: Well, first of all, I was awake.

UZ: Jesus.

ND: I was young and I didn’t know any better. I was referred to this doctor who had operated on friends, and he was going into retirement. I was his last patient. We did it on the downlow in this office in Yonkers. I showed up, they gave me a pill, and they put in an IV with some muscle relaxers or something, but I could still feel everything. I felt the tugging coming from inside of my stomach when they were pulling and cutting. I could totally feel it. And the recovery was a fucking bitch. It felt like someone gave me the fiercest kick in between my legs. For two weeks, I literally couldn’t walk.

UZ: Unbelievable. Now, you still have a penis. Is that next to go?

ND: I'm debating it. Honestly, because of the penis I don’t feel comfortable being naked. I always like to have my bottoms on, so eventually that’s what I wanna do. On the other hand, it’s my livelihood. I've built this image with it. But, I would give it all up to be happy. The other day, I was naked looking in the mirror and I imagined I didn’t have a penis, and I was so happy.

LUV2TOP@GMAIL.COM - thanks a lot for this very exciting interview! I wish I could read all such interviews with all the famous castrated transsex-stars! :respect:

I wish this were true. Considering there's only a handful of active castrated models, I don't think this is the case (yet...)

Just wondering, I what to be castrated, but find it hard to find a surgeon who would do it, they seem to think you must be crazy to ask. Anyone know of one let me know.

Wow i cant believe natassia had her surgury in yonkers i live 15 minutes away. I wonder does she still live in ny?

I think she lives on the west coast now, she seems to be at the parties in L.A. regularly

Based on the pictures, I'd guess not. Usually the scrotum shrinks after castration, which over years can lead to a scrotumless appearance in some.

HRT or casteration
 

I want to know of any sites or forums where I can check into the HRT process and what it entails. Thanks

Joanne:confused:

The youporn site keeps getting blocked by my Webroot software as a dangerous site.