do you get jealous when watching ladyboy porn?

i know i do. i get really jealous. especially when i watch old white men who are ugly as hell, with absolutely stunning, gorgeous angelic ladyboys.. it just makes me mad i don't know why. and it ONLY happens with ladyboy porn, not regular porn.

recently my ladyboy obsession has grown extremely strong. i'm at the point where i have very little desire for genetic girls. i think this has something to do with my jealousy. but anyway, i mean, look at this: http://www.angel-porns.com/video/lad...35g/index.html

take a look at that ladyboy, which words cannot explain the beuty that she has. i can't even begin to explain how heavenly her body is, i mean, i really think i'm going crazy here.

now look at the 3rd clip, that old white dude just pisses me off. i hate seeing him. look at the contrast between them, one absolutely beautiful person, then that old fat dude fucking her. it's just annoying. you can even see her laughing a little bit at him on the 3rd clip (i assume because he looks and sounds so stupid trying to fuck her).

god this makes me so mad. i don't mean to brag, but i feel like any of these girls would be better off with me. i would treat them like people, not just sex objects, i would care for them, i'm 18 years old so i think they would enjoy my company as well, i can probably connect much more with them than any old fat white man, and i just think i'm better than them. i know it's not a nice thing to say, but it's how i feel unfortunately. every time i see a beutiful, young asian ladyboy with a old white dude it makes me angry!! they know they're not physically attracted to them, they probably can BARLEY communicate because of language barriers, but they stay with them because he has MONEY, and that's it. life sucks.

i'm going to vent for a little longer here...
i don't mean to offend anyone here, but i'm not sure why, but i don't think i'm like the rest of you. i feel like i'm different, like i don't fit into your category. firstly, i'm probably the youngest member on here, second, i'm not white(don't mean to be racist, i'm sure theres plenty of non whites here), third, i absolutely do not like the idea of my anus being penetrated. i think that puts me on a different level. and i don't mean higher or lower, just, a different realm of thought.

if you call me crazy i don't blame you. my thoughts are scattered around my brain and i can't seem to put them in a straight line. i get depressed at the thought of becoming a dirty old man who lives in thailand and fucks a different ladyboy every night. i'm sorry guys, but it's just really fuckin weird. i don't want to be that. i'm not sure what i want to be. i know that i REALLY want to go to thailand or the phil and i want the ladyboy to enjoy my company as much as i enjoy hers. i don't want to be an old fat strange dude who has a lot of money and ladyboys talk to him only because he has money. i want them to talk to me because i look good and they honestly are intested in having some kind of sexual realationship with me.

i feel as though in foreign countries like thai and phil, the ladyboys honestly hate the old fat white sex tourists, because firstly, they're ugly, second, they are ignorant, third, they have more money than they need, and yet they probably still pay the prostitutes very little. they only give them attention because they're obviously tourists made of money, and they want that fucking money.

i say, if you're going to make porn with these angelic creatures called ladyboys, atleast get a guy that looks good to fuck her, they deserve much better than that. jesus christ.

and that concludes my fucked up stream of thoughts. i have no point, i have no thesis, i have nothing to offer but my thoughts. sorry if i offended anyone, i'm usually a nicer person than that but i needed to vent. i'll understand if this gets no replies haha.

ps. here's another clip that pisses me off http://fhg.extremeladyboys.com/elb/f...php?id=1195706

the last clip, the ladyboy with the curlier hair in the front.. i feel bad for her.. her beautiful angelic body should not have to put up with that ugly ass dude's cock in her ass. she deserves much better than that.

[merelypink]

interesting post

I do. Its so hot and i have to masturbate to it everytime i watch it. I get jealous at the guy in the flick wishing he was me.

[Percival]

Now pal, the first thing I want you to do is calm down. I know EXACTLY what you mean about the jealousy. It's one of the main reasons why I'm against pornography. I could scream when somebody makes love to Carla Novaes! Now here are a few points. a) these girls, especially those from the third world, have something very special and make their living being paid for what they do, same as I do, or any other professional. b) You're a kid, so save your nickels and dimes, take some language courses and get out there. I'm not joking. I've done it and so have many of the better men than I on these forums. If you want to meet so and so, you can. I've been to countries in South America and befriended shemales right off the street, and instead of asking for sex, took them for a beer and a talk, and dinner, etc. and that's when the muscles and the pearly whites kick in. You have youth--keep it! Take care of your body.
I don't say that you're ever going to win the heart of that girl in the video anymore than I'll ever win the heart of Carla Novaes, (although I will try!) but you WILL meet someone like her who'll be just as good (I've met some KNOCKOUTS in Latin AMerica) and just take it from there. We'll talk more if you want.

[aa2239]

pal, I think a lot of what you talk about makes sense, and basically you sound like a good guy who will definitely do well for himself later in life... keep that attitude of respectfulness, strong desire, and even semi-worship... it will be VERY attractive to the right t-girls!

I second Percival's comments... the girls in these videos have made a choice to get paid for porn, so inevitably they will have to put up with some unpleasant situations, such as working with ugly fat white guys lol.

Take a long-term view, you're still so young, and I was a bit like you at your age when it came to sex... I wanted it all, and I wanted it straight away, not when I was older. Look after yourself, keep in good shape, make yourself the best catch possible... together with that good attitude of yours, you will have success. Don't get mad or jealous, it will soon be your turn to be with an angelic t-girl!

[charlietwobeans]

but I am more just turned off than jealous. I see these gorgeous creatures as such a thing of beauty, like a perfect flower or an island sunset, that seeing these freaky, ugly, old, hairy (wait, that kinda describes me...but I digress) guys defile them makes it a near-total turn-off for me.

What goes through my head is "ick, why would you let *him* touch you when you could have any guy in the world?!?" Sometimes it drops them down a notch in my book (not that anyone is going to consult my book anyway).

I would much prefer to see them solo or at least with a damn good looking guy.

Wait, maybe it is jealousy....now I'm pissed!

Best of luck to you - lead a long and prosperous and HAPPY life with Tgirls.

[ARIES666]

Well "dude", I don't get jealous in the traditional sense. I start regretting all the choices I have made in the past 10 or 15 years. Here I am stuck in Toronto...with a mortgage...single...wishing I was living in Thailand and maybe, just maybe meeting the girl of my dreams. I am not sure what the cost of living is in Thailand, but if I sold my condo and possessions it may be enough to live comfortably.

Originally Posted by charlietwobeans

seeing these freaky, ugly, old, hairy (wait, that kinda describes me...but I digress) guys defile them makes it a near-total turn-off for me.

haha that made me lol

keep the replies coming

[violet lightning]

I always figured when there was some ugly, fat, and (shudder) hairy guy in those videos, that he was either the guy bankrolling the video, or one of his friends! I used to see that sometimes in regular porn too, I guess the "Casting Directors"(ha, ha!!!) don't always put as much thought in the guys as they do for the leading lady or tgirl... and yeah,now that you mention it, it does kind of irk me to see some guy who is freaky looking or worse- a crappy lover, doing some hot fantasy woman knowing I could do so much better! :D

[Naked Freedom]

jealous.... those men r a great turn off for me......
but i m more jealous of the tgirls.....having smooth skin, breasts and a dick.... the third one i do have though

[SluttyShemaleAnna]

It does annoy me that so many sites just have no decent male pornstars, I mean how hard is it to get a good looking guy ffs. It's like Peter North is the only hot man in the whole porn business. We need to get him to fuck some trannys!

[racquel]

I'm jealous ... well, I'm not jealous of anybody in those videos. I'm jealous of all those Brazilian girls that fuck all the hot guys in half the TS porn you see. There are so many TS girls in Brazil, so there must be a lot of guys who like them. I wonder if a lot of guys down there are OK with publicly dating them...

I'm most jealous of Yasmin Lee. She's so pretty and she gets to fuck a lot of really cute guys.

Originally Posted by SluttyShemaleAnna

It does annoy me that so many sites just have no decent male pornstars, I mean how hard is it to get a good looking guy ffs. It's like Peter North is the only hot man in the whole porn business. We need to get him to fuck some trannys!

Peter North? He's cute, but he's also a bit on the "grizzled" side and has spent too much time in the sun. I can watch GGs fucking guys with huge cocks, but it makes me cringe a bit to imagine a tree trunk in my butt...

[debbiemay]

i get jealous of the ladyboys because they look like i wish i did :-(

[Percival]

Aires666, dump that house in Toronto and get to Buenos AIRES!!, OR Thailand because they are very inexpensive places, also Peru (magnificent shemales, yes, the truth, I've met them) After all, maybe you'd get more for your house if you hold out, but time matters as much and more than money. Secondly, all of you please keep in mind, and I've had producers and Tgirls tell me this, that the guys in those videos ARE the producers and are paying very highly for the action that you see. One Tgirl (remaining nameless) told me that it isn't always fun and games it's merely made to look like that. The producers know that most of them aren't gorgeous kids, but that doesn't matter. Why would they pay an actor when they could have fun themselves?
Yes, the jealousy drives me nuts, but I still say from experience that you can find shemale companions that are outrageous who have never made a movie in their lives, and who will genuinely like you. I've done it. It doesn't HAVE to be a big name.

[sirply28]

Newb here but I too feel your pain.

[violet lightning]

Percival83096: "Secondly, all of you please keep in mind, and I've had producers and Tgirls tell me this, that the guys in those videos ARE the producers and are paying very highly for the action that you see. One Tgirl (remaining nameless) told me that it isn't always fun and games it's merely made to look like that. The producers know that most of them aren't gorgeous kids, but that doesn't matter. Why would they pay an actor when they could have fun themselves?"

Ha: Ha! I just knew it!!

I agree Peter North is getting a bit up there, but frack, what a carreer!
I'd love to see someone like Andrew Blake (high class porn cinematographer/director) do some transexual movies.

[Percival]

Sirply28, I love your avatar picture. So you know about that Filipino girl? I had lots of pictures of her. I had intentions of finding her. Now see, this is what I mean when they tell me that these girls will go back to being boys in a few years. How.....how.....how..... are you going to turn THAT GORGEOUS GIRL back into a boy? No way, never happen.

[twistedone]

Ditto that.

Originally Posted by Fresnobynight

I do. Its so hot and i have to masturbate to it everytime i watch it. I get jealous at the guy in the flick wishing he was me.

[zoom_1]

Yes, because I'd like to look like those labyboys.

[tslust]

Yes, sometimes I'd love to get fucked by some of those guys.

[Nicolle]

good post.

[Jenna_spears]

jealous of the guys, yes!! x

[Michaela]

I found the both men attractive. Even if they were quite ordinary they were masculine and seemed decent.
So I am jealous to the girls, especially the first one. However I don't understand why it will end with her pleasing herself. I would like to have a lover that pleases me, thats the point of being two.

[nadiecomoyo]

Yeah , sometimes, just to saw this huge cocks in his ass or mounts, even more if the movie is with Vanity , Danielle foxxx, Bruna tavares.

[youlikeit]

I really like those videos. I really have a thing for masculine white men. There are a lot of asian girls like me that prefer to be with a white man. I find them to be very attractive, and I love the fact that most white men are pretty well hung and have a nice hairy chest. Age does not really matter to me as long as he is in average to good shape, I will have sex with him. I have even been with sime men that have been well into their fifties that have great rock hard bocies. To me that is sooooooo hot. For me, it's better to be with an older guy that is in good shape than to be with a younger guy that it not in good shape.

[Amy]

I'm jealous of how good some of the girls look. I'm relieved I'm not doing that to fund my transition though.

[obinn]

I do get jealous but the anger I feel is anger at myself because the men in the videos are doing what I want to do.

I am not doing what I want to do.

That's my fault.

I did see one video of "Ladyboy Moo", who to me is a goddess, in which she was not treated particularly well. The young men in the video were off-hand with her and did not seem to respect her. That made me angry. Also, I felt sad upon hearing that Moo is a fiend for yabbah. On the other hand, it stokes my knight-in-shining-armour fantasies.

Really, though, these young ladies have made their own choices. They've made a huge choice with regard to their gender identity. Who they have sex with on camera is a minor detail.

Sexual jealousy is natural but for us it should be fleeting. It's not healthy to get worked up about things one cannot change.

[kokomo]

Lucky bastards they are.

[grace gmore]

Originally Posted by debbiemay

i get jealous of the ladyboys because they look like i wish i did :-(

I FULLY AGREE AND BEING THE ONE TO TAKE THOSE LOVELY PENISIS IN SIDE ME OOOOH YES FILL ME UP

[Pollux]

Yes I do!! Because I want to be that ladyboy running into those situations!

[chelsea]

I dont normally pay much attention to the man. Off the top of my head I cant remember any "ugly" men, care to share some examples?