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first time insertion today! (yay!)
I posted a long time ago about thinking about having my first experience with a tgirl. Well, I still have not had the guts to go that far yet but I did something else today for the first time ever! I was penetrated by a lady (escort) with a strap-on dildo!
I was really scared, I will admit. The mistress did NOT know what she was doing and was trying to insert it into my anus in such a sloppy manner. But finally I took the dildo from her while she massaged my penis and I inserted it myself into my anus. I got it in about 4-5 inches. It felt really good and I kept doing my butt until she finished me off. I was shaking when I finally came. My butt does ache a bit now but I do feel it was totally worth it. I wanted a true tgirl but I am just too afraid of diseases. I am so happy that I finally got penetrated even if it was only by a dildo but at the same time I am depressed. I hate paying for any kind of intimacy in the manner that I did. As far as I have experienced, it just is not genuine and therefore not authentic to me. And since I have a girlfriend I don't think I will be able to have meaningful sex with either a tranny or get penetrated with a dom female that really likes me and enjoys penetrating me for me. (if that makes sense...) |
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And since I have a girlfriend I don't think I will be able to have meaningful sex with either a tranny or get penetrated with a dom female that really likes me and enjoys penetrating me for me. (if that makes sense...)[/QUOTE]
The un - expected price you pay. Yes, it makes a lot of sense. |
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@franalexes - Yeah, I just kinda wish it could be real even if only for a while. Guess can't have my cake and eat it too. *sigh*
My anus is still bleeding a little bit every time I defecate but it only aches just a very small amount. I am yearning for another session but I just know it is going to be fake. Ever since that experience, I really am beginning to understand how women feel when a man only wants them for their bodies and nothing more. It is a very crappy feeling. On the other hand, though, I feel like I understand better the sacredness of (sexual) intimacy. I have little-to-no desire to masturbate, watch porn, or lust after beautiful strangers that I don't personally know and have a connection with. Just being in that submissive position and being dominated has revealed to my senses quite a lot. Last edited by tryonce1; 11-30-2012 at 03:45 AM. |
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Being taken is a great thing. Loosen up, and be eager for the ride next time. pleasuring your lover should be enough.
Last edited by Smoothie; 11-30-2012 at 07:11 AM. |
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I hope it goes well for you. |
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Couldn't remember her name - it's Maria Schneider. I just found out she died last year, only 58. That's sad.
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