First timer

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Like most of you, I practiced at home, first sucking on a lifelike rubber dildo while surfing the various T Girl sites. I will never forget the first time I actually enjoyed drifting over to a shemale site and finding it exciting. Since then, models like Vanity, Gia and the ever awesome Areeya have visited the bedroom in my mind for a 69 session with a makeshift pillow body with a rubber cock stuffed in the underwear! I always seem to chicken out when it comes to swallowing my cum, but when I do, it is almost like being there. I usually try to come all over my little dildo and then lick it dry, using it to clean up any leftovers and sucking it clean. If I ever do get the chance to have that first time with a special lady with a little extra to offer, I am ready. I think I will have to go easy on the penetration at first because I can barely handle the rubber 8 incher that I have. I have heard that a good partner can loosen things up gently over a half hour and I have that kind of patience, but I want to avoid the hard thrust first entry. Does anyone have any advice for how to make that an easier experience through self anal practice? Also, would love to hear from others how they play with fake cock at home...