Defining who I am

[Luigi14]

Hey everyone, I have a question that’s been on my mind ever since I first realized I was so turned on by gorgeous women with cocks. I find it hard to call myself gay. I’m not particularly attracted to men and I am turned on by women but I find myself thinking of women with dicks. Is there a defenition for this attraction? I guess putting a label on it seems pointless in the end. Unfortunately, I’m in an area where I will most likely never meet a translady but at least I have a supportive community, porn, and a good imagination.

Thank you!