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The path taken. An odyssey of sexuality
My interest in shemales, Preferably Asian and (are you sitting down?) castrated but w/penis present in particular, seems to have been reached as the terminus of some sort of progression, an "Odyssey", if you will. Steps along the way, one might say, each leading to the other until this latest specific interest became defined.
I've reached into my memory's archives to try and figure out how I, an otherwise normal (whatever that means,) female, still in her twenties, and considered very attractive, could have come to this. First, as a child, there was the usual curiosity..."I'll show you mine if...etc, and "Let's play doctor!" Then came the day, at age eleven, when on of the regular patients, a boy of twelve or so, dropped his pants for examination and the other boy present and we two "nurses" were shocked to see that some changes had taken place since his last "physical". I think you know what I mean. He was hastily "referred to another doctor", much to his chagrin, because we two girls somehow felt threatened by his changes and the other boy felt inferior, not having made much pubertal progress at that time. In high school and college I dated, but managed to fend off the advances of several boys and a couple of girls...and a female faculty member. I recall, though, that when I masturbated, alone and in the dark until I discovered internet porn, I was a bit disturbed by being given to fantasizing so much about some of my female friends as about the males. I am at ease with the relationship I share with a very nice and "capable" guy and the sex...vaginal, oral, anal, all of it, is great. I'm comfortable and rather pleased with the lesbian relationship I share with a sexy and pretty "lipstick lesbian", the one I refer to in my post in the "Fishing" thread. She accepts him and he accepts her, and sometimes it's a threesome. All that sounds rather prosaic by today's somewhat sketchy moral standards but then there are the more kinky interests. Before the ladyboy popped up I was already having sex with a eunuch...a castrated but otherwise all-male man. Fun! He and I were introduced by my lesbian friend and SHE "does" him on a regular basis. In fact, it was she who watered the hidden seed of what has now become a part of my sexual psyche...castration. I had pretty much assumed that all this "mix 'n match" would be the limit of my sexual education and repertoire: BF and me; BF+She and me; Castrated guy and me; Castrated guy+She, and me. All bases covered, right?...WRONG! Seems castrated guy has a male lover, also a eunuch, who lives in another city. The eunuch brought THAT guy along when he came to visit my lesbian friend. Lesbian friend and second eunuch do not have sex but are casual friends now. HE mentioned that he knows a Thai ladyboy who recently came to his city. The LB was invited to visit and the next thing I knew I was deeply involved with HER. (My head hurts!, LOL!) Now the combos include, each at least once so far,: LB and me(several times.); LB+She and me(maybe three times.); LB+BF (BF reluctantly but someone with a genuine stiffie was needed to you-know-what the LB. He's getting into it now and loves her BJ talents so much as he does mine.)+She and me(Twice thus far.); Castrated guy+LB+BF+She and me. BF will NOT touch the castrated guy but they get along well. That last one only once; Too hard to organize and synchronize availability. Specific to the LB: I consider "her" NOT a male...not a female. If she had balls and a large erectable penis I'd not be interested at all In fact, I'd likely be repelled. I have a great BF for that as it is and I'm might even marry him. I consider her to be of a third sex and that voluntarily being castrated in her teens was both a transition and a commitment "ceremony". There ought to be a word, some expression of gender other than shemale/him/her/it(?) that could be used to identify those who have followed her path. I hereby volunteer for analysis. Any thoughts? |
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That's hot. Thanks for sharing.
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i don't have much to say except that that was a great story(?)
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