[Stephanie69's]

Well im gona have to get into this one lol
not bad so no worries just my thoughts and experiences thus far
for one it seems you have taken youre time and adjusted to youre decions very wisly even though some may disagree taking time to find what suits you is absolutly the best way it allows you to maintain alot of friendships that would other wise diaspear due to no time to adjust people who are open minded will never care as long as youre happy the others take time even though its youre decision it becomes a better world around you
as for getting older my dad was born both ways in the 40s and what he went through was hell to be honest they made him take an operation he never wanted and it affected him later in life and tortured him his whole life till balance was restored with female hormones hes 66 rougly as best he can tell cause he was literally found on the side of the road but because he stabalized his hormones back to mostly female he still has tons of hair and many female charaterisitcs and looks like he 35
i grew up being beaten and made infront of so i know how harsh people are and i also know that being different scares the crap outa people around you they cant handle differences in the world and probably never will even einstine was ridculed and discased for many years and now hes the smartest man on the planet
most transgender disapear because its easier to have a normal life if they go over the full transition either that or the easier way is to have people open minded around you hence me being an escort i find people want me all the time mind you im also considered a fetish as are many of use but we who are doing what feels natural to us know better and want to be treated as such i think society has come along way since i was younger but there by no means there yet im a little off topic but have many feelings so ill go to the next part lol
as for wanting youre man hood i can see the desire especially since ive had mine for 27 yrs now theres no one here that can say that you wouldnt be a natural women if everything else if feminen keeping it and still wanting a pussie as well heres the kicker youre still women you might wana look into another catagory though even i am looking into it i find myself to be a girl in every aspect but its like lesbians who like to fuck with strapons there not true lesbians but they are a different catagory so they are lesbians at heart but like to fuck there partner so theyd be in a catagory all their own
the catagory im talking abought is the best of both worlds to be honest you might have to sacrifice something to get it but you recieve alot in return as well so im talking abought hermaphrodites they arent considered to fit in society but neither are transgender no matter how much we wish it society is cruel and unforgiving when they find out
others will acept change and some wont but that dosent make us anything less than who we are beautiful women or men or both and there are perks to anything a person does in life and each persons storey is different
so me being a person of sound decision i have done my reasearch and from what ive found out you can very much keep youre penis and have a pussie the sacrifice is youre balls and some other tissue to make it work now there are risks but you can do it no worse than anything else for me its a serious option ive looked at the advancments doctors have made is amazing did you know that youre can in theory produce children even if you werent born to do so you can already get wet like a women pee like a women cum like a women when it comes to below the hardest part is having a baby and it is possible same for vice versa it just depends how much monie you have and how far you wana go right now if i paid enough and had a donar for tissue and was willing to swap i could literaly have her pussie and she could have my cock again if thats the way you wana go but it is possible as long as the donar and you are a match in skin type and you have to stay on a drug for the rest of youre life to maintain the stability but it give you the option to literally have a child as long as everything goes well and there are no regections to the tissue taking to you but this world has come along way either way in science check links do some reasearch and find very qualified doctors i have links if you need em take it slow so youre decision is wise and well thought in the end its youre decision for me personally i love fucking women and i also love being one i find its quickly becoming a womens world out there and im an adapting person ive cd since i was 13 my fist sex was a 45 yr old man and mmmm 26loads later i was satified and he was exausted lol
so the only reason i waited is because my dad went through hell and i was scared now i just dont care what people think or do ive been through the worste and know what to expect to its fullest as me and my dad are very close he finally gave up from being tortured too much and feels drained but i know hes not happy and will probably die unhappy unfortunetly but his experiences and mine have taught me to be alot stronger and handle the situations as they come yes growing breasts is a very strong next step but let me tell you youre gona lovem and in the end youre gona be happier especially if youve already been dressing for so long the next step ia always the hardest and just make sure its in youre heart never mind anyone elses coments and be true to youre self having a beautiful bodie and admiring the womens curves and wanting them is a beautiful thing and no one can take that away from you no matter what youre decision is adding more to youre self if thats in youre heart will always be there believe me i waited and the one regret i have is that i didnt take the steps to be complete alot sooner youll also find that every persons catagory is different and as much as tv cd preopp or post opp say there on the same side ive found that each is their own individual catagory and like anything else have there acepting people and the assholes as well thats just the nature of people no matter who you are thats never gona change it just depends if you fall into their catagory

as far as aging babs youre gona have more benifits as women women age slower and keep their hair longer lol their good looks stay longer due to less stress and genetics having a more papered life and i want it lol

if you get the right doctor you can also find out that the shrinking and non errection problem is due to overdosage of female hormone and blocking the male testosterone the body naturaly in women has lower testosterone and higher estrogen naturally of course but for a natural male to acuire the female charateristic of a women you have to lower the testosterone and increase the estrogen problem is balancing it so you still get the hard on most transgender require 3 times the natural dosage to get the female charateristics and therfore kill off more testosterone they do that cause usualy transgender do it later in life instead of puberty you can grow breasts naturally but the dosage is usually higher you can get a boob job but its good to have some muscle and fat tissue built up before you do it looks more natural or you can take the 2 yrs and use the hormones and grow them to 1 cup size smaller than youre natural birthmother if shes a dd then you can grow to a d given the time when youre done growing you can have youre doctor lower the dosage to a natural level that will maintain the breasts but no longer hinder youre erections
but i think i yapped way tooo much so im gona shut up now lol
if you wana chat if i can help you with youre situation let me know and ill be glad to relay my experiences