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Originally Posted by GRH
I DON'T LIKE having a penis. I don't think I'd be happier per say if I had a vagina, but I find a dick to be this protruding, nasty matter of maleness. As a result, I don't like fucking with it. I don't want to stick it in anything because that just feels too macho-manly for my pschology. I much prefer being penetrated because that makes me feel feminine. I like self facials for the same reason, but I DON'T like to see my penis. I will of course admit that stimulation there feels good (oral, etc.), I just wish I could receive the stimulation without feeling dirty and mannish. I don't know, I think I'm a much more asexual creature with a much lower libido than many of the admirers on this site might believe possible.
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I absolutely understand what you are saying. I don't HATE my penis, I don't LOVE my penis. I have never been able to fuck with my penis ever. It was simply like my who being would rebel every time I tried.
That said, I don't feel any compulsion to get rid of it either. It's just a thing I use to go to the bathroom - hardly worth the price of a home to remove. That and my definition of myself is female; my sex assignment at birth, my genital status, and even the clothes I'm wearing neither confirm nor deny my identity.
I bet most TGs feel this way. Unfortunately, legally most places will only recognize gender change after SRS. Nevermind the fact that SRS is only one treatment for GID. So for lots of women SRS simply makes life easier. That leavs out poor women, young women, women who appreciate their penis sexually, women who could give a shit about their crotch. You know the vast majority of Transwomen.