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Originally Posted by redsoxgirl
We have tried it before many of times, it is obvious that before me he hadn't (at least I don't think so) because it's really tight and he wont let me go in all the way. He says it hurts. He has gone back there plenty of times it seems that's all he wants to do and though I have had pretty good orgasms it's not my fav.
What am I looking for, well for one thing for him to be honest with me. I told him there is nothing he could say to make me leave. Well unless he wanted to be with a shemale and not me, then I would leave. So why not tell me.
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REDDY:
Why not tell you? He's afraid to lose you. If you said I want marriage, he would say goodbye if it was a problem. If he didn't care what you think or if you'd leave, why hide it? A person can be bi by being open to bi, willing to do bi, turned on to both in many combinations; but decides to pick one over both. Why not tell you? 2 cocks = gay in your own words, and in the words of most. He doesn't want to be gay, or thought of as gay. He's embarrassed, doesn't want you to see him as less than a man, or as a freaky man.
Nothing wrong w/ being whoever you are w/ whoever you want, but it's easier to say than practice. It sounds like fantasy that led to dildo play within a straight relationship, and viewing something different from plain vanilla.
You caught him looking at t-girls, a different kind of porn; and most guys like porn w/some open about it, some not. He could maintain the interest he has now for years w/o any problem for you, because he has already gone as far as he dares.
In reality, his reluctance to talk about it, to hide it is more positive than negative.
Piece,
TAL