I didn't know you had to 'participate' in order to see those picture...
Well, why not. What's so hard about participating in a forum...
In fact, I've been meaning to write something anyway... and it goes something like this.
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I have not yet had a sex with Ms. T. I haven't even jacked off properly to a picture of Ms. T. Not that I don't want to, but I just didn't have the chance.
I've only recently found out that there were LOADS of jack off material in this forum, but so far, I've not had the 'private moment' at home with just me and my computer.
And to be honest, I tried imaginining sex with Ms. T while jacking off in the bathroom, but it wasn't a big horny deal... If I had some viewing material, may be I would have been more excited, but just imagining didn't really do the trick.
But everytime I get my eyes on one of this pictures, it takes less than half a second for my dick to stand up. But when I try to jack off to the image in my head, it just doesn't feel right... there's something missing... and what's missing, I imagine, is the understanding of the sexual desire behind 'having sex with Ms.T'.
Before I was exposed to Ms. T, when I jacked off, I just imagined some pink pussy and I could unload without too much difficulty. I just use my imagination and picture some girls or actual sex I had with them, and I can shoot, no problem.
But when I imagine Ms. T, I don't get that 'horniness'... may be it's because I've never had sex with Ms. T... May be it's because I never sucked a dick before... I don't know... but it's just that I get so confused when I jack off to a picture of Ms. T in my mind...
What am I supposed to do with a Ms. T? Suck her cock? Have her suck my cock? Bang her ass? Have her bang my ass? What?
I imagined a Ms. T sucking on my cock, but that felt a bit weird coz Ms. T is a dude...
And I Imagined sucking on her cock, but that wasn't much fun, coz what's in a cock anyway?
And I imagined ass fucking, but I never liked anal anyway... it'a a bit too 'unsanitary' for me.
So why is that I'm so horny when I see a picture of hard cock on a Ms. T? And how am I supposed to lead that horniness to an ejaculation?
So I've been snooping at this site... checking out various Ms. Ts... her ass... her dick... her face... her boobs... observe what it is that I like about her... try not to 'self-regulate' too much by saying things like,
"This is so gay!"
And I examined the picture of a dude having sex with Ms. T... First I would imagine I was fucking a Ms. T... then I imagined I was being fucked by a Ms. T... back and forth, back and forth...
And I don't recall exactly which one, but a picture of Ms. T cumming on her belly really struck me hard... And I could sort of feel what Ms. T would have felt at that moment, because I do that too sometimes... cum on my belly.
And I started to relate myself to Ms. T, even picture being a Ms. T, and I slowly got the sense of warm tingling inside... in another word, I was getting horny. I realized that if I had sex with Ms. T, I would know how she feels at every moment, because she has a dick just like mine. I know what makes a dick happy, so I would do that to Ms. T to make her dick happy, and in return, she will make my dick happy. Win-Win situation. Or Cum-Cum situation.
You see, us dudes think we know how to make a pussy happy, but honestly, do we have any clue? Well, some of you may say you know, but I don't. I have no idea what makes pussy happy. And ever since I was given a taste 'fake orgasm' for the first time by my female partner, I really lost my sexual drive towards women. I mean, I could be poking it all night, but she could be singing Kumbaya in her head for all I know! So where's the fun in that?
But a sex with Ms. T would be different... no fake orgasm. You come, or you don't. And even if you don't come, a hard cock is enough to let you know you are doing the right thing.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm OK with being gay, in so many words... I mean, if I'm going to jack off to a picture of someone else's cock, I have to admit at least that much...
But it doesn't mean I'm going to clean out my closet and buy new 'gay clothes'... It just means I'm OK with having sex with anyone who is genuinely horny, be it a man or a woman.
Well, I hope this earns me the right to download more than 5 pictures a day... coz I really need some new jack off materials...
