Was surfing porn and ended up seeing some shemale pics by mistake. I still remember the pics were of a black shemale. Wasn't exactly the prettiest one, nor was she ugly either. At first i was like "um yeah, no thx" but at the same time i was intrigued and also turned on by it. Wasn't sure what to make of it at first for obvious reasons, but either way i wanted to see more. As more time went by, i started checking it out more and more and more till it eventually got to the point where i was looking at shemale porn more than regular porn. Despite that though, there was still a part of me inside that felt weird about it and took away from me fully enjoying the experience. It wasn't till just a couple months ago when i started reading some blogs and such (like this one) and it let that part of me understand and let loose and start truly enjoying my feelings for them. Even though woman are still #1 for me as far as dating and such, I'm just not as turned on as much when i look at porn for them now, compared to a shemale with a nice big cock hanging between her legs.
Oh, i think it's been around 2 years now since it first starting for me.
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