I would sometimes see transsexuals on talk shows like Jerry Springer, and that piqued some curiosity. I found myself intrigued by their beauty and femininity, but at the same time repulsed...probably more out of "conditioning" than anything since I knew that "the horrible truth" awaited downstairs...
Then one day I was at a porn shop and spotted the VHS tape Trisexual Encounters #3, and on the cover was the jaw-dropping sexy Dana Douglas. I figured "What the hell, why not give this stuff a chance? Nobody has to know..." so I bought it. I was quite literally blown away by her scene, but really turned off by the other scenes in the movie. I wound up hunting down a few other tapes that had Dana Douglas, but I wasn't really a fan of shemales per se'...at least I didn't consider myself one.
I can't remember when...probably when I finally got online, but one day something just sort of snapped inside of me and I started looking into more shemale porn whether Dana Douglas was in it or not. Before I knew it, slowly but surely over the years I had amassed a huge stack of books and all sorts of movies (all VHS), but all of that stuff had to get thrown out when I got married. I'd like to think that some guy lucked into that massive collection...I can't remember the dumpster I picked out at random while driving around late one night...but I hope some dude somewhere got to enjoy that stuff and it all didn't end up in the landfill.
Anyway, I've gone years without thinking much about shemales, since I have so many different hang-ups when it comes to pornography and eroticism; and then one day I happened to see some pics of the gorgeous Areeya, and the next thing I knew thoughts and fantasies started snowballing, and the rest, as they say, is history. So technically, it was Dana Douglas who roped me in in the first place, but then it was Areeya who brought me back.
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