if you never discovered trannies i beleive your desire would have been manifested some other way. Maybe you would have had eventually asked whatever girl you are with that you want her to wear a strap-on or something like that.
the guilt you feel probably comes from this idea that anal penetration is emasculating you, this can only be overcome by realizing that this belief offers no absolute logical evidence.
Sometimes people, especially men, associate anal penetration with dominance, like the classic story of being made someone bitch in jail by being ass raped. Being a "fag" makes you less as a person. All these ideas are saturated in the mainstream image of masculinity.
So all you have to do is say that's a bunch of bullshit and realize you are even more of a man because you are honest with yourself and you know anal penetration feels good, and its damn sexy if a bomb ass tgirl is givin' it to you.
I mean really when you think about it what is there to feel guilty about?
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