Before discovering the joyes of shemales ( and watch porn at the same time ) i'd be thinking of girls that i knew and lusted ( well thats kinde of a harsh way of putting it ) after in sexual situations. Then came the shemale porn, and i started to think about the girls actualy being shemales, then i was able to watch porn and masturbate at the same time without fear of being caught ( thank you wifi ). But now when im not watching porn adn want to get one out i usually do it to whatever's been slowly turning me on, or pecking at me in the back of my mind. In some cases it was me thinking of the girls again ( many years have passed since the first time btw ), but more graphically ( and being able to look them in the eye the day after as i'm abe to separate fantasy from fact ) some times its me with a groupe of shemales, being used and abused ( and there are various other fetishes that i think of aswell ), and as i;ve come to terms with myself being Bisexual i also think about me being used by a huge groupe of guys. But the case is that what i think about when i have my self-assessment-time depends on whats happened that day, and whats been left imprinted on my minde.
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