My first experience started as a schoolboy sexual experiment and I found I actually craved having a cock in my ass. Especially feeling him cum in my ass. That was the biggest turn on for me. Then a girl I was dating wanted to fuck me with a strapon. That was fun but not exactly the same and I missed having the cum squirt in my ass.
Then I met a transwoman and we dated for 2 years. She didn't like to top but as a treat, she would occasionally give in to my desires. Unfortunately we had to go our separate ways but I will always have the memories.
