Glad to see I'm not alone in my fears.
Gizmo and Kelly your experiences is what i fear, i worry about not being able to go back to the "normal" way.
Mabey your right ive got too many hang ups i should relax and have more fun.. but that would be a complete turn around for me i guess I'm just made that way.
Mabey like trans lover i will never try just in case its too good.