[girlwatcher]

As a typical "woman trapped inside a man's body" I can say to you that there are times when the despair and hopeless longing become overwhelming and we suffer internally, alone usually and with profound sadness. I do not know Camilla's specifics but likely as it is with myself, life sometimes is all too much and to avoid the same path as she took I decided 20 years ago not to transform and simply live with my secret.As you can tell transforming is not always an answer since being passable requires hormones or quite frankly you haven't much of a chance trying as is and getting fake boobs etc.
Nothing makes me sadder than to see a Transgender who looks like a boy in a dress, so unflattering and emberassing to witness.
May she rest in peace and perhaps has found the place where she is what she always wanted to be...Female.