[thetachi88]

Hi everyone, first post. Looked at this site every now and then in the past year or so and I have struggled with the shemale attraction thing. I'm happily married and have no desire to cheat on my wife with a guy or a girl, but something about a shemale has been itching at me for a while. I watched all the porn, a lot of it. Got to the point where I couldn't jerk off unless it was to shemale porn. So I finally decided that I needed to do something about it. I didn't want to end up being old in a rocking chair wondering if I should have ever tried talking to a shemale.

I was nervous as hell about it but I knew I needed to find out once and for all if it was just a fantasy or a real life desire. I got a secret email and posted on craigslist, didn't get much. Joined adult friend finder but didn't get much. I tired a bunch of other sites like that and couldn't get a hit. Tonight I signed on to adult friend finder (I refuse to pay so it makes it kind of hard to contact people) and joined the instant messenger chat. I've been on there before and never had a hit, but tonight I had a hit with a tgirl that lived in my town and she had a webcam showing! She was amazing, watched her jerk off and finger her ass for about 15 minutes then she came. Afterwards I IMed her and we talked to about half an hour, got her email, and we're going to meet up sometime soon. The plan is to do this once just to find out once and for all. We're moving out of state soon so I know this won't turn into a prolonged thing.

I'm nervous as hell but pretty excited about it, she's really cute, and I just wanted to let everyone know that the girls are out there! If at first you don't succeed try again and don't get discouraged. I'll let you guys know how it turns out.