HI Dennis. Your story is not unfamilar. The powerful feelings you describe are probably shared by many guys here. The desire to appear 'normal' to friends and
family set against an overpowering desire to be with a shemale.
Many of us have genetic girl wives or girlfriends whom we love and respect, but who don't produce the sexual attraction in us that keeps a relationship healthy. What do we do ? Leave her for the unknown..? Maybe risking losing friends, family and suffering humiliation ? Sometimes it seems coming out as simply gay would be easier - because being gay is understood, but being a 'tg admirer; is not understood at all.
Im lucky because my shemale girlfriend is passable, so only I and a very few of her friends know the truth. Maybe one day you will be similarly blessed.
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