I've done the whole sexuality battle for so long, I'm at the age now where it doesn't bother me anymore, I just go with the flow there is nothing wrong in it. What freaks me at times is when I see how many years I've registered on various forums like hungdevils or hungangels its certainly not a "phase" any more.[/QUOTE]
I did the sexuality battle thing too but got to the point when I realized I like what I like and there's nothing wrong with that. I don't share my preferences with everyone but I'm not in denial about liking these special ladies anymore.
I can't say exactly when my attraction started but it was through porn. I remember seeing Karen Dior done up as Peg Bundy on the cover of one of those giant VHS boxes that porno movies used to come in and thinking she looked fantastic. A couple of years later I was on Vanessa Del Rio's site and got really turned on by a photo set of her wearing a strap on. But it wasn't until I saw Gia Darling on another of those box covers that the tgirl bug really bit me.
I took the tape home and the first scene had Johanna Bardine being blown by some guy. I was repulsed and excited all at the same time and swore I'd never look at tranny porn again. Needless to say I was on the internet a few days later looking for more Gia Darling and I stumbled on Bob's Tgirls. Holy shit! I'd never seen such beautiful women. I still love genetic females but I haven't looked at "straight porn" since.
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