ust to let you know I heard about sex change M2F back in the second grade. I often wondered about what was done, and always wished I could see the finished result. Over the years when I masturbated, I would imagine what it would look like. I even had a dream, once where I accidentally walked in to a third gender's restroom. I woke up to find that there are only two: male and female, but often wondered what kind of anatomy another gender would have.
To sum it up fast, when I was a grown up when I heard about the anatomy of a tgirl and wished I could see what a dick and a pair of boobs looked like on one body. Years later, I got my wish walking through an adult book store in the magazine rack. I felt like I died and gone to heaven! I had to purchase one of these, which later led to renting shemale porn and then eventually meeting one in person. The first time I was with this black girl, and when she was feeding me her dick, I could not believe that I was actually sucking a penis! It felt weird, until I met another girl who I felt comfortable with as I noticed my hands were fondling her butt cheeks when I was sucking her off. This was when I learned what a un-cut cock looked like, as I never knew saw one before. Anyway, I then realized, that I was where I wanted to be.
Later on I met Raquel Reyes and her best friend who was post op, and after that I found no interest in genetic girls anymore. I was in to Giannna, who was the name of the post op girl, who I saw quite frequently until she moved away. One time, I was asked out by a genetic female, we got to be undressed and of course I only layed there with her naked and when she asked if she could blow me, I had to say NO! It was cause I felt unnatural being that up to that point, as I only had encounters with transwomen except for back in 97, I had sex twice with the same genetic girl. That was the only times ever in my life my penis ever entered a woman's vagina! Since then, I noticed myself into tgirls and even started to notice the girl's anus at the same time I lost interest in a genetic vagina. I first never noticed the rectum in that form, it was like I was transformed!
I had bad luck with women all of my life, and never went to much beyond dating. Being a nudist, I was exempt anyhow from being aroused by a genetic girl as at the beach I would be around naked women. I was alone, and most girls come to the clothing optional beach with boyfriends, husbands, etc. and do not talk to many of the single men that go there. So, I never had too much contact with genetic girls, but off the beach I would a couple times a year have sex with a transwoman.
Now, I am still single to this day. I have had met one person who I thought might of been one I could spend the rest of life with, but it was not meant to be as she had another man, and I have my own interests. I have not even had sex, in over a year with anyone else, and have been just taking care of my own needs with career and all. Bottom line is that I am happy single, but am attracted to the transwoman both inside and out!
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