hihi, well you can make your account only be viewed by friends (and friends of friends) I've choosen this option, but I had it once with my first account which got deleted.. well fuck it, if they delete me again I'll come back with another account *;D !
Bad news for me. After only my left knee is already damaged (cartilage damage) since 2 weeks my right knee (which was totally okay before) started making problems too. hm its not really bad, it doesn't hurt, but it feels different., I had one day where I hurts (like a knife slitting into my knee). This was only for one day but since then it feels different. So I would say its also cartilage damage, because nothing like inflammation or sweeling, knee is cold. typical hints for a cartilage damage. That would be logically. I had the same stress on both knees every time. after my left knee took damage I had more stress for the right knee. Now it seems to report. well okay if its really a cartilage damage too, then it will take its time until it gets worse of course. but what I feel now... I will feel all day, every day until it gets worse. So I have decided to stop shooting every month because only those photoshoots and a couple of poses (from stance to squat things) whioch I took to often too long are the reason for my fucked up knees.
Firstly I will make a three months shooting pause. I'll observe how my right knee is going during this time. when it doens't get worse, I'll start with shooting again in september or octobre. But I won't do it every month again. I thought about doing shootings in the future only when its a really nice thing, like a great outdoor area or a studio shoot. and I will waive those squatting poses and everything which increases the contact pressure on the patella. perhaps I'll do some of them for 3-4 pictures but not more.
At the moment I have no pain when I do those things, I could go on with it withpout problems. but my knees will take faster damage when I go on like this. I have a girlfriend and she is the most importatn thing for me, I stopped makling porn movies for her and I want to be/stay fully sufficient loading as long as possible (especially when it comes to sex). This is more important to me than making another 10000 pictures or money. I have over 15000 pictures of me, they are so fucking great its enough to have infinite choice what I will cum on today. More over I can't look better than this (regarding make up) so there is nothing where I can develop anymore. And as I said-.. I will do more photoshootings in the future, but perhaps only evry second or third month.
Sorry for that but my health is more important for me due to I have a girlfriend, and it seems like, this will be a long long relationship, we also have plans to move together in the near future and so on *
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