Wow,
Sweet B,
You have explained the matter so well, that I can almost see them happening in front of my eyes. And do I need to admit again, that you are such an honest & frank person!
Another thing is also becoming clear as Hank has pointed out.
Things go way deeper
in the mind and totality of oneself than what is physically manifest.
You feel so much inside your body and mind, yet your partner is unaware of it. Physically speaking, he is as close to you, as can be!
Do we ever understand each other?
Bodily intimate, mentally miles apart!