UPDARE; The surgery went well and i'm confined to my bed recovering, The pain isn't so bad now but yes when i first awoke it hurt like a
, I still haven;t got a good look at the new me all i can see is bandages and a cath tube, When the nurse changed my dressing i tried to take a look but she blocked my view and told me i didn't want a look yet i told yes i did but she told me best to wait a few more days, This is hard to explain but for the first time in my life i feel whole and at piece with myself
Jennifer