[JonFrum]

This thread sounds so familiar to me - it's good to know so many guys share the same feeling with me. I first got the idea to eat my own cum when I was a teen. I'd lay in bed with my legs over my head to shoot the load in my mouth. I could never keep my mouth open, and always ended up with cum everywhere except in my mouth where it belonged. I finally got tired of chickening out and gave up on it.

With the rise of internet porn and the popularity of facials, I started thinking about it again, tried shooting a load into my hand a few times, and always chickened out again. Dammit! Why can't I just do this. It's interesting to hear that other guys had the exact same experience.

I finally did succed, and here's how I did it - it's not for everyone. I started crossdressing and wearing makeup. It was a total turn-on for me, and really ramped up my sexuality. One night, I was all dressed - panties, nylon thigh-highs, bra, wig, make-up, the whole nine yards. I just kept stroking myself very slowly, and kept building up my cum. That's when I decided to do it. I'm really turned on by lipstick, and I was wearing a bright red Maybelline. After stroking for at least an hour, teasing myself, I cupped my hand to accept the load As soon as the firstf three huge squirts filled my hand, I didn't wait for the rest, and just put my hand to my lips and sucked up the cum.

My head was just spinning. I had a mirror beside the bed, and I looked over at myself and my red lipstick was covered with white juice. I hadn't swallowed it, so when I opened my mouth, it was all over my tongue and lips. The long hair from my wig was all over my face, and I looked like a total slut. The taste was definitely funky, but the slick feel and the scent just did it to me. I laid there looking at my lips, knowing what it would feel like to take a load from a cock. That's exactly what I had wanted to know all those years ago. I had never sucked a cock in my life, but now I knew I could do it and love it. I just wished I had started dressing sooner.