yeah, i've noticed this with several pornstar shemales, the first time you see them they look a bit rough around the edges so to speak. then you see them after a while when they'v had some surgery and they look great. then you see them again and they look just weird. carmen cruz is a good example of it. she used to look slighly masculin but seriously hot, now she doesn't even look like a real person anymore. i supose when your born the wrong sex you don't really know what you should look like so its easy to get caried away.