You are not alone.
There are lots of men and women out there who understand fully what you are going through, myself included. My own wife is a very open minded and accepting individual on all levels, but even she is creeped out by shemales and so forth and thus my arousal for them.
Unfortunately it has pushed this aspect of my sexuality into hiding, which is never a healthy thing, but necessary under the circumstances.
I have given up worrying about whether or not I am "gay" or "straight" or "bi" because of this, and I have a new way of looking at it.
We label things to make them easier to understand, but just because we try to put the human being into a fixed category it doesn't mean it will fit. If you like vegetables, it doesn't mean you are a vegetarian. So my advice to you is to relax and enjoy, you've just discovered a whole new world of sensation and experience!
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