the cocks growing on me
 

over the past year ive secretly been fasinated with shemales, when i see pictures of them im instantly hard and gagging for more. with there perfect slender bodys and nice hard cocks.
before i was never interested in any thing to do with the sight of a dick but as times gone by i would watch porn(blowjobs) on the internet which swiftly swopped to shemale blowjobs. im always searching for shemales in heals with a cock in there mouth!!:turnon::turnon:
i wouldnt call my self gay as i dont find men attractive but the sight of a shemale just makes me want to stroke and suck a cock- well her cock.


as i am a total virgin to this can any body tell me what there first time was like, what did u do and what positions??
cheers for reading

You will be get so excited when u will meet with your first t-girl and everything will go on natural. I mean, don't think about the positions and something like that, you will do the same things with your girlfriend :) but she will have something special extra for your interest. ;)

Enjoy the moment and relax, don't worry about anything and make sure she and you are clean before sex and make safe sex. :respect:

Well, my first time was kinda brutal. After giving him a blowjob, he rolled me over on my stomach. He didn't really know what he was doing (and neither did I). He didn't open me up or even use any lube, he just shoved his :drool:cock:drool: in my ass.

But my second time was with a neighbor. He was much more gentle and took his time and opened me up. He entered me doggie and fucked me for a little while and then we switched to missionary until he shot his cum deep in my ass.

I've found that it really depends on the partner you have. I still sometimes have to tell guys to take their time and open me up.

yer ill have a massive smile on my face, from ear to ear!! carnt wait.

oh yer if it was me i would take my time, i always think there are 2 people doing this and we should both enjoy it, i dont mind a bit of rough sex here and there but i do like 2 be soft and gentle think its more senstive and makes it last longer!! which aint a bad thing!!
i do like taking a girl in the missionary postion because you can see them enjoy it, but now i would like to be on the recieving end.

ive been thinking of trying out an escort for my first time. i thought this might be a good option so i can learn the ins and outs:)(get it). i dont quite have the time scale for going abroad as this years a very busy year for me, shame cos i liked the idea of bangcock and the girls ive seen there. :turnon::turnon:

can any body suggest any good escorts in the uk and what they were like??

So true
 

You are so right my friend. I love the female shape can't get over the idea of her having a lovely cock too!!;):respect:

how about telling your stories ? i wish to read the details of first and second one

Yeah recently ive began being so obsessed with cocks, not even just shemale cocks anymore, i just fntasize about sucking huge veiny cocks, just last night i had a dream i was sucking a HUGE black cock, but it wasnt even attached to a body. I think I just love cock :P

Don't we all!

That may be true, but to what extent? It never occurred to me 6 months ago, when I first saw shemale porn, that I might become so strongly transfixed with the beauty and perfection of warm, pulsating, cum filled shemale cock. I could never have imagined that the pursuit of said cock would be so close to becoming my sole sexual pursuit, desire, and motivation. Its crazy how strong my desires and obsessive cravings have become in less than a year. Every day it becomes harder to fight the desire to fantasize about cock, with each new failed attempt at banishing these fantasies, I feel my desire to be straight, to be normal, and my dream of marrying a woman shrink a bit more, and my desires to devote my life to worshiping cock, to seeking out cum, and my urge to fill my ever more empty-feeling asshole with a thick, veiny, throbbing cock grow ever larger and harder to fight.

Even more recently I have noticed that the length of time that I manage to successfully convince myself that this is "just a phase" that "I'm straight" and not in fact a cock obsessed little slut has become even shorter by the day. And the "willpower and control" I so falsely claim to have in regards to my sexual fantasies now barely last 2 days before I'm right back on the internet pathetically drooling over cock and watching feminization and cock sucking hypnosis videos to try and get rid of any "willpower" I might have left so I can adore and worship cock permanently with complete and utter dedication. Today if had a choice between being able to achieve any of my lifelong goals or dreams such as serving in the U.S. Senate, falling in love, and getting married, or having my very existence reduced to a life of minimum wage and hard work in which I was given the task of pleasuring a different cock every day, I would choose the latter.

I don't think I'm a homosexual however, the male form does nothing sexually for me, in fact, except for the often stunning cocks gay porn stars have, gay porn is somewhat of a turn off. I also don't believe that I am a woman in a mans body, I've never really feel like I want to be a woman and I like my own penis, although small, I do often feel envious of them in how they get to enjoy so much cock so easily. And though my obsession with cock was focused on strictly shemale cocks, more recently as my obsession has grown I have begun to be constantly tempted by the idea of a mans cock, as there are men all around. Just yesterday I also tried wearing a pair of panties that I found in the laundry room for the first time and though putting on the red lace thong made me very aroused, the feeling of the lace against my asshole made me so hard, although I don't believe it was because I desire to be a woman, it just made me feel very, in a sense, almost slutty I guess and my desire to suck cock was amplified, which is why I think I enjoyed it.

In a sense I have no idea what I am sexually, I don't believe I'm gay, I don't believe I'm transgendered, and after dreaming last night about simultaneously jerking off two big, throbbing black cocks, while I gag on a third, and the fourth and largest fucks my ass, even I find it hard to claim that I'm straight now. All I know is that I want to worship cock more than any desire I've ever had before. And that writing this out and admitting that I can't control my urges for cock has gotten me so desperately horny... :inlove: