my little secret.....
 

about me
hi,
i'm just a normal 18 year old guy with a normal life.
i'm 100 % hetrosexual, slim about 6'0 (187cm) tall and have a pretty big cock 7,5 inch (19 cm) I really enjoying being a guy and i'm pretty statified with my life....

My secret
but sometimes a get a very feminish feeling. first i try to put it away but it comes back and getting sronger and stronger. After a few days trying to put it away. I think like a girl, pee like a girl even dreamed like a girl and even want to be fucked like a girl. Every minut i become more and more miley
after a few day i can't take it any longer. I get really horny, I shave my chest, my ball ,my ass and my long legs....
Then I almost completly lost intrest in Girls and love anything with a cock ( male, travestites, shemales ect)

I try to look a feminish as possible and put on my make up, some panties, a pretty dress and some high heel or pumps.

Mastrube myself
No nobody knows my secret ( you are the first guys ;)) so when i'm Really horny as a girl I have to mastubate.

But my biggest desire is to fuck:coupling: one of you (male or shemale doesn't matter)and afterwards being fuck in my tight ass and feeling you cumming in my.

When i mastrubate i use a cumcumber
I put a Cucumber to simulate a huge cock
and put it in my thight little asshole.

After a long fuck with myself, I cum with out touching my cock
and try to swallow like an little slut or put the cum in my ass

Problem help !

but after this I'm feeling really weak and guilty to what's become of me
and promise myself that this was the last time being miley and just go on as living as a boy

but after I while it start all over again I cn't help it :no:

First I become miley once in the six months , then once in the 3 month's
but last year i was every six weeks and after I Find this forum I being miley almost every week !

I'm afraid that i become a miley permanently
and instead of being a guy that some times become a girl
into Miley that some times wanna fuck like a girl ....

What sould I do ? who can help me?

xxx
Miley

Go with it hon, let it happen and see where it takes you, if it feels right it probably is...

We've all had this sort of thing to deal with, accept yourself and see where you end up finding a comfortable place.

my last 3 girlfriend left me because my little secret.
But i can't stop it.
because I can't hold a relationschip as a guy because of my feminine site

I'll decided to just stay miley for a long time.
and maybee try a relationschip as a t-girl with a man or other transgenderd girl

Ya, you need to find what you really want and go with it. I used to struggle with it myself. I was caught between what I wanted and what people expected of me. Then one day, I decided that it didn't matter what they thought - it's my life not theirs.

dont worry your normal

Yeah I am going through exactly this atm., it is tough. *sigh* That is why I signed up to this site to get advice and see how I developed.

I'm sure you're not the only one.