A trans-female from the 90's?
 

This trans model is the first trans I ever saw.
I thought it was done with airbrushing.
Though in truth I lusted after the fantasy of having a girlfriend with a penis.
At the time I crossdressed.
Yes it's true, most TS females started off dressing in lingerie wanking off in front of a mirror.
Though they get really pissy if you remind them of this fact.
Which of course is exactly why I remind them! :lol:
Sorry guys for breaking the fantasy that we don't come out of the packet like this...

After a while I realised that I didn't want a girlfriend with a penis,
but that wanted to be the women in those trans mags
I wanted to be the trans-women in the photos.
Of course, I subsequently realised that the truth is that a trans woman is massively more complex than a female with a willy stuck on them
I was unaware of the term "transsexual" and had no idea that surgery's and HRT actually made this possible.
The fantasy faded.

About a decade later, I transitioned.
A few years after transition, just after I did a shoot with shemaleyum.com,
I was going through some old boxes and I came across the trans-porn magazine from so many years before.
I had actually become that fantasy, which I'd desired to become all those years ago.
{Though the reality is hugely different to the fantasy}

Anyway, if anyone has a name for the performer, that would be brill.
Also, If anyone knows an email address, I'd like to contact her
assuming that this is not intrusive---which it probably is.....
to say how influential her image was to me, so long ago.

I do remember her. Something about the name Carla rings a bell, but I cannot be sure.

mmmmm
 

looks so sexy soon i post my own pics

Bump ;)

Good luck with this! It sounds like the influence of seeing her was very important to you, and I'm sure she'd be proud to know she helped in some way. We've all been there at one time.

I am still thinking her name is Carla.