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Hello from melissa carter
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I came across this forum and quickly joined. Wanted to say hello to all members and look forward to some nice chats. Feel free to check out my websites, linked in my signature, they are free of cost and designed with the admirer in mind. kisses, melissa |
hey melissa glad you've joined and i'm sure you'kk love the experience here and we're happy to have you
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Visit Melissa's site and read the story of her life.
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Welcome to the site!
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Welcome to the site, from N.Y.:cool:
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Thank you, fellas. I would happily post some pictures but apparently must wait until I have 10 posts under my skirt.
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Great website Melissa!! :yes:
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niec site, welcome
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What A Story
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How many times have you been in love as a dude, and as a chick? |
Dear Melissa
i have checked your website and pix, i think you are soooooooo sexy and hot waiting for more hot pix from you Lap |
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As a woman: in truth, one time, and I'm still in love with him and miss him so very much. |
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greetings to Melissa
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You are clearly a joyful exhibitionist, and love liberating your body to the fresh air. You seem to celebrate being different, which is completely refreshing, as so many t-girls and their male partners are constantly in fear of being 'sprung'. could think of lots of things to discuss with you, but won't hog the space now. :respect: |
Your Idea
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You repeatedly say your idea of love, and I've only really heard that type of concept a few vague times, while yours is more pronounced. What is your idea of love, and is it different from the norm in a non-gendered way? If you have difficulty putting it in words let me know, and I'll put it in a standardized form that can be added to. subtracted from, and/or compared to. You appear to be an open book, which is why I don't feel you'd feel uncomfortable being asked personal questions. So, that's why I don't feel intrusive by touching you in this matter, or if you want to squeeze me for an answer (s) feel free. Just out of curiosity, Mel, if I asked the question in a different way: how many times in love as the feminine-role partner? This isn't a question of how many women or men or as a trans woman, and not trans lesbian or with a mannish woman. There are so many combinations out there. It's that "in truth" once as a woman, when in your life story you say he when referring to many individuals you were in love with. It sounds like you started out as the man and male-role partner to the man and female-role partner to the woman and female-role partner. I hope I didn't confuse you, because you appear to be extremely intelligent. Love is my favorite subject, and not many people do it multiple times. |
Dear Melissa
I have visited your site and left a message for you...hope you get it OK. (I pressed the "send" button but I am not too sure if it sent)...In case it did'nt, just want to say that I think you are a truely beautiful girl and special person and reading your bio and life story really made an impact on me. I really wish I lived in the USA, because I would love nothing more than to come to you right now and give you a really big hug. Love and respect to you. :inlove: |
Dear Melissa, Just wanted to say hi and welcome to the site i think you'll like it here,
Your story is fascinating and touching, I wish you every happiness and love the pics, can't wait to see more.:respect: |
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Let's keep it simple: I was a boy and lived a boy's life, and during that time fell in love with four women. Then things started changing. I felt my femininity. I realized this was going to be life-changing not some passing phase or fetish I could hide in the closet. As I began transition my preference changed too. I became very attracted to men, and was only interested in a relationship where I was the woman. No other bitch could have that role but me. And I rekindled my desire for love again, and found it with one man thus far. Now let's not confuse romance with sex. I'm still bisexual and the right woman can still easily gain my attention. But that's about sex, not love. And my preference sexually is to be all woman to a strong dominant hetero male. |
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You guyz are all so nice! Thank you, thank you...stay tuned for more pictures and stories. And if you liked my story you may like my writings, which are written in a similar style and contain autobiographical references. Go to my website and click on "my writings" page. xoxo |
1 Attachment(s)
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Here's a painting I made in the early 90's (before my gender change began): Attachment 41720 "Biiitch", Oil on Canvas 92" x 62" I am quite proud of this painting. Hope you like. |
You Two
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Thanks for deciphering my trying to clarify my question, while I was trying not to be unintentionally insultive. Having something very remotely similar in my past, that is that I'm bisexual, while only acting on the hetero side. I also was turned off and not attracted to men until I was 21. You traveled down that road. At what point from where you started to CD to where you are now did you become attracted to men? What was your first CD experience--like lipstick only? |
welcome Melissa :)
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thanks for sharing and posting your link you truely are a beautiful woman.
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great website
hello everyone im also new im jerry
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hey jerry great to have you in the forum and mel great painting really stunning
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So my fascination was there right from the start, before my teenage years, and this might explain my bleak outlook. To me,there was always some darker side that could not be seen at a glance. That's heavy stuff for a 10-yr old kid. While I did have gay encounters and knew I was bi, I didn't fully explore that part till deep in transition. My "CD" period was brief, lasting maybe a year and a half. I quickly shifted to hormones and life as a woman. There are many that choose to stop short of that, but for me it was all or nothing. That's why changing my name and becoming prominent in the community is important. There is nothing left of my former male life, it is an empty vacant building. I transferred it all over, but I understand for many they are heavily invested in their male identity. It was never sexually-based. I was drawn to how I felt inside, the clothes were meaningless. Therein lies the difference between TS and CD. For TS it's about how we feel internally, and for CDs it's expression of their femininty through clothes and (often) acting out sexually. |
welcome to the boards.
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Melissa, I have enjoyed reading your posts. You're a beautiful and sexy woman, but there's obviously a lot going on upstairs as well. ;) It sounds like you have been through a lot in your life, but it has made you a stronger person. Thanks for sharing, and I look forward to reading more from you. :respect:
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Hi Again
MEL,
Thank you SO much, sweet face. I didn't know the difference--or that there was one--between being trans and being TV. Your explanation was clear and simple w/ your usual articulateness. Do you think anyone could be into both the inner feminine aspect; like you, and the outer appearance, as well? Do you wish you started to transition 5 years or so sooner? TAL |
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As for starting earlier, fuck yea, I wish I started at sixteen. Then again, given my loose behavior I probably would have been dead by twenty. There are Divine reasons greater than we can explain for why we do what we do when we do it. I'm just grateful to have found my calling at all, and let's face it, in the world of porn and escorting I'm already an old lady! |
Where Are You Now
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Have you completed your transition, or do you have more ops other than having more in your lacy bras? |
Melissa, nice to have you here. I have to agree with you, at least for me. My transition had really nothing to do with either sex or dressing up. Really, I had plenty for sex prior and could easily have led a "secret life" as a CD. Cripes, I suppose I could have become a drag queen (except I never did learn how to apply makeup THAT well).
It's a part of being Trans that I think lots of people overlook. The clothes and hair and sex are all fine and dandy... but the moment my body started to match up with how I always thought it should have been was the real relief and the moment my life started to turn around. |
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It is a misnomer that TS reach a "completion" point. We will always have ongoing maintenance, like electrolysis, laser, the occasional injectable filler, Botox, etc...so in essence our work is never done Thanks for asking!. |
Make-up
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Don't a lot of drag queens overdo the cosmetics in a cartoonish or clownish manner? Though I did meet one once that even knowing her gender before meeting her at a party, I still couldn't tell by looking. I wanted to believe my eyes. |
Non-op
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I talked w/ another non-op, and she looked at it as mutilation. Is that part of your thinking? It doesn't sound like it. TAL |
Melissa,
From what I see, you are a very beautiful lady. Keep doing what you are doing dear, and stay safe, and have fun! |
hello melissa, welcome
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Thanks. |
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The idea of a surgical knife piercing any area down there is as repulsive as it would be to a man. I see my anatomy down South as "complete and whole" and not requiring change. |
Not You
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I think it used to be, and in some segments of society still is, a one-size-fits-all term. So, the person I met wasn't a drag queen, but a term I hadn't heard of yet. Sometimes, trying to put the past into the present w/ terminology isn't in sync. In fact, I cannot say that any or many of the t-girls on this site are drag queens. TAL |
Me Too
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You kind of grow attached to that attachment, don't you? The thought of losing it is like losing an arm or finger. |
To Melissa,
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Melissa's website is great
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I like your websites.
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A superb story
Melissa,
I just finished reading your story. http://melissacarter.net/melissastory.html Its magnificent. The ups and downs, as you have described them are very touching. "Something happened and I don't know what. Something changed." Wow! It almost broke my heart. You've been through soooo much! Its seems like you have lived many lives in a single lifetime! I wish you good. :respect: P.S.: You should write an autobiography. It will be popular; Honestly speaking. |
welcome to the forum melissa, i added to my favorites your site, you are really hot!!
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You are such a sweetheart. It's true, I look back on earlier moments in my life and it seems as if it were someone else's life. I feel like a vampire, like my skin should be shriveled and old, after all I have seen. If only I could live on blood and souls, and not the earthly addictions of food and water. I am, in fact, writing a book, which is a disguised biography. It's called "Plan Z", which refers to a lifetime of failed plans and the final Plan Z, which is really no plan at all. |
Melissa's dark side
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I'll snuff out your soul :p I also saw your graveyard fun pictures. :D no kidding, they're hot. I saw your sketch with a cock, and liked it. Have you tried your hands on some vampire-gothic sketch. I'm sure with your intriguing expressionism, :p it'll turn out to be most interesting.:respect: |
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Thank you, sesame. That is one of my favorite lines;. I also like this one: Intelligent, witty I come across dumb If I said that I love you I was just having fun And this line is equally dark: I am criminally sane I'll make killers complain I'm so dangerous and deviant So simple and plain As I continue to recover from drug addiction I am starting to write again. So look out for new short stories and poems. melissa |
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